Nothing really to update about. All is well with life i suppose. There's nothing exciting going on either ( Read more... )

No matter what i say, what i do. Or even how i say it, or how i do it. You all always try to find a way to get pissed off and cut me down, or start shit, or talk shit, or take it the wrong way ( Read more... )

Im debating whether or not to keep this journal or make a new one. But my motive behind making a new journal is different now. I want to start off w/ a clean slate. New journal, New thoughts, New livejournal friends. Now dont get me wrong, most of you i enjoy having as a LJ friend, but after some shit occured..im kinda ready for some new ones and ( Read more... )

Jacksonville w/ briana was fun. Got away from apopka. Which is good cause right when alot of drama occured i got away for a few days. But im sure it's not over. It's cool though. When i apologized to quite a few people how i guess i worded things the wrong way with a certain situation, they then hated me for "switching my story around" or trying to ( Read more... )

Spring break kicked ass. Whats better than being with all your best friends at the beach and a fun theme park? The memories we created in the past few days are highly charished by me. And i will never forget these wonderful times<3 ( Read more... )

Im trying to the best of my ability to get ahold of myself. Not to let my emotions over power me and let my mood swing. I try my hardest to not be like every other ordinary girl. But i guess i stand powerless over that issue. No matter how you cut that pie, i AM a girl w/ strong feelings and strong emotions. Plus, im not alittle girl, but not yet a ( Read more... )

K, so my last journal entry caused some misunderstandings >:| -- but hey, when am i ever understood? If i do word things wrong, and it sounds whacko, do you REALLY think i meant it that way? come on, get over yourself, im not in a fucking cult or anything. (not speaking directly to one person, im speaking to all who thought a certain way on my last ( Read more... )

Im putting forth so much effort on 'trying to be a better person'. and i dont think anyone, anyone at all sees how much im trying to accomplish this. How im trying not to cut anyone down, and build them up, how im trying not to bitch anymore (and you all know how much i enjoy doing that), how im trying to say nice things instead of smartass, ( Read more... )

K, so last night i definitly did some venting. maybe not into detail. but i really did have to get that out. But this morning i feel alot better. Probably only because briana ditched going to the beach w/ RAT HELL & is going to hang out with me. hah. i<3her. It's a nice feeling knowing you know you got a best friend ( Read more... )

i just wrote a whole DETAILED entry on whats been going on, and how suckage my life is right now, but then i relised..WHO GIVES A SHIT WHAT BRITTANI MELLO IS SAD ABOUT. so i deleted it ( Read more... )