so my birthday wasnt a complete failure but it sure did come pretty close!!!! was with LD at the clock struck midnight and i do have to say that she did have the best birthday present i recieved so far. . .thank you for that its been a few days since id been anle to fly a kite that high!!!! i came home and slept and woke up to my brother jumping on ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: June 22

While sometimes employing unorthodox approaches, you are capable of handling large scale undertakings ( Read more... )

just got off work a lil bit ago dont have to work the next two days im super excited about that but at the same time im dreading it!!! when i work im so busy i dont tHink about IT but when im laying around the house with nothing to do first thing im goona wanna do is go get some shit and do it up al capone style but I WILL NOT!!!!! I AM BIGGER THAN ( Read more... )

so last time i posted i was leaving for orlando with my parents. . .it was a good week for the most part i got to sober up and not be around the influences that hinder my walk. . i got a job finally at the good ol KnK (Kash'n'Karry) deli department stop by and see me sumtime!!!!!! i was clean off the dope for a few weeks then it all went down again ( Read more... )

the past couple days have been pretty mellow but thats bc its the calm before the storm. . . im not sure really whats all going though my head theres so much to think about and so many decisions to make they all used to be so easy there was no doubt in my mind about what was right and wrong and waht exactly He wanted from m but ever since i left ( Read more... )

this is alot harder than i thought. . . it seems that everytime i get up to move foward with my life i never do and i fall down lower than i was before! the past 6 days have been insane i honestly dont know what other word decribes it! i cant stand to see myself like this, i dont eat. i dont sleep all i care about is finding money to get some more ( Read more... )

So ive been trying my hardest to stop the drugs and i ahve cut abck alot. . .but to quit cold turkey would seriously be bad for my body. . uncontrolable shakings and not eating and trying to play it off in front of my parents. . . im smooth but not that smooth. . . . anyways i dont wanna get myself wound up in it again. . ive decided to go back to ( Read more... )

Your Boobies' Names Are: Cheech and Chong

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Ok so its been awhile since ive written anything in here. . at least since december bc i was in virginia last time i wrote. reason being most likely is the fact alot of my "good" friends read this and i dont exactly wanna go around talkin about my life thats full of not so "good" things. but you know what i think im ready to say something. . .let ( Read more... )