it has been quite a while since I have updated, so I thought I would take a few moments before I go to work to let people know what has been going on in my little corner of the world ( Read more... )

It has been quite a while since I have updated, so I thought I would take a few minutes to let everyone know what is going on in my little section of the world. I have been really busy and it is only going to get busier. We were supposed to be moving this upcoming weekend, but the owner of the home that we will be renting had to push it back a ( Read more... )

Today has turned out to be a not so great day for me. I feel very overwhelmed about being good at my new job. I mean, I know I'll be good, but getting there is going to be a slow process. I refuse to give up just because I am frustrated at the moment. I will find out my scheduele for the next few months on Friday, which will be good. I hope I ( Read more... )

It has been quite a while since I have posted so I wanted to update a little bit. The past month has been full of alot of emotions. Most of the time, I am strong and have come to accept the fact that my mom is gone. I still have moments that I miss her so much that it hurts. I see her picture and I get a huge lump in my throat because I want her to ( Read more... )

Tomorrow will be the 2 week anniversary of my moms death. Her memorial was flawless...a few people spoke, including myself. It was really hard. It all seems very surreal still. The reality of her being gone for good hits me at the most random times. Today at work I was in the back and suddenly I felt so lonely. I felt like I wanted to pick up the ( Read more... )

This time last week, we were at Sutter Memorial Hospital...waiting. It feels weird that it has been almost a week since she died. Today, I went to her house for the last time. As I walked through every room, memories flooded over me.It was harder to be there than I had thought it would be. Jami was right, I should have waited for her to be there ( Read more... )

What a long week. My mind and my body are exhausted. We spent 3, going on 4 days at the hospital this week. Yesterday morning, around 8:45, my mom died. Writing, or saying it feels unreal. I can't believe she is gone. I really think that I am in shock. Some moments I feel numb, but there are moments that kill me inside. It's hard to explain. It's ( Read more... )

Here it is Thursday morning ande I can feel that it is going to be a long day. I slept terrible last night. I ran out of Tylenol PM and I tossed and turned alot of the night. Nights have proven to be the worst for me. During the day, I have been trying to be constantly busy so I don't have to think about what has been going on. When I'm at work, it ( Read more... )

The past couple of weeks have been VERY tiring. As most of you know, my mother is very ill and had been hospitalized. Tonight, my aunt and uncle came from out of state to see her. They have been really good about everything, but tonight was rough. My aunt lost it a couple of times and I had to reming her to be strong for my mom. I know she has ( Read more... )

List your current six favorite songs, then pick six other people that have to do the same ( Read more... )