so ben and i are together. it's weird and not something that i am good at bringing up so i'm posting it here in hopes that no one will get upset with me for not telling them. i'm excited about fireworks at the andersons, such a great tradition ( Read more... )

isn't it weird how one moment, one word can change everything about your life. how you think, how you feel, what your near future might be like? it's bizarre..........but not in a bad way. speaking of bizarre, i read under the banner of heaven, a book about the history of the church of latter day saints and i have to say that i had no idea how ( Read more... )

my dad and i are off to san antonio......everyone have a great weekend

today i went to the library.......for some strange reason i was surprised that midland's library didn't have any feminist books.........silly me ( Read more... )

i can be doing fine, feeling okay but the moment i hear your voice i become shakey and unsure ( Read more... )

i finished reading the da vinci code. i really liked it. i wasn't so much interested in the mystery part, although it was a surprise ending. what i really enjoyed was the symbolism and historical references to women's role in religion........it was exactly what i love. the information about balancing between feminine and masculine energies, ( Read more... )

a bit harsh, but true. went and bought paint and tile to re do my bathroom. exciting but kinda pointless at the same time since i'm only going to be here for the rest of the summer. i always knew midland was boring, but last night it really hit home. even hanging out with my friends felt pointless, so i read a book instead. been sick the last ( Read more... )

i have not looked at or thought about this journal in over a year. but i just read through all of my entries and felt like i was being reacquainted with an old fried or former self. so if i have any journal-esque thoughts this summer, i will be using this forum for expression............i hope that everyone found one thing in their day to be ( Read more... )

just got home from working with carolyn at dillards. i am exhausted, my feet ache, and i have done my first official job. but i really enjoyed it and its nice to know i earned some money.

i am gonna go rest now and try to find something to do tonight. it's libby's party tonight, but i am too tired to be nice to lots of people so................

today was good. i enjoyed it ( Read more... )