Lordy

[sillyskaut]

I'm so confused. I don't know where I'm heading. I don't know what I want. I don't know what to do!!!

/angst

Seriously though, I am quite confused about a few things. First of all, boy-wiseI like my new boy toy "John". We get along great, the sex is awesome and we click. But I don't know if it'll ever be more. I feel like I'm doing the SAME thing

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[unr3served]

Geeze. Seems like we're going through the same thing family-wise. I was having a convesation with my parents yesterday and things just kept getting bigger and bigger. I felt like they were kind of attacking me. Listen, if you ever need someone to talk to, i'm always here.

[sillyskaut]

Thanks love <33 You're such a sweetheart.

[unr3served]

lol. i try. <3

[_brokeninside]

I mean you can click with someone and like them but you need that something special that spark that's going to make you want to commit.....U'll know when it's right.....

[sillyskaut]

We went out tonight. I've made up my mind. I'm sticking with him :) I'm less confused now ;) I'll call you tomorrow and we'll talk. Because that's what we do on the phone. :P

[ex_heartier785]

Hmmm...John or Mike? Well, if you have a better time with Mike, then you shouldn't continue to be with John, since that would be leading him on and you don't want to do that.

Why were you're parents making you feel cheap? What were they saying?

[sillyskaut]

They basically told me that I make them feel like shit, and I have so for the past few years. :S

[ex_heartier785]

Hope you don't get mad at me for saying this..
Your parents are jerkoffs.

[sillyskaut]

Well. They were right about some things. But they assume way too much. They can be jerkoffs at times :/

[rojodiablo]

I'm officially the most inexperienced person when it comes to feelings. But when it comes to family; they're there to be difficult and that's why we love them and keep them. My mum is being a bitch espec right now and I just have to bear it and get on with it, I've told her what I feel and if she wants to keep talking then she can talk til her face turns blue, I don't care.

Say what YOU have to say and if they still don't want to know, that's their problem, not yours.

[sillyskaut]

Ahhh Trav, how I love thee ;) <33

[rojodiablo]

Love you too, xxx

[_wrecked_]

ahh babe, sorry your so confused boy wise, but i know the feeling. i'm stuck between a hot south african that could be gone in 4 months, or an american. the south african has this accent and its wonderful listening to him talk, lol :x anyway, i hope things work out for you! miss you lots, <333

[sillyskaut]

Thank god I finally made up my mind. Good luck making up yours babe. I miss you too :(
<333

[_wrecked_]

Haha, i doubt i'll ever make my mind up.. i've decided i'm just going to be single forever and have fun, lol :P