Breaking Down
Breaking Down
Title: - Breaking Down
Rating: - T
Pairing: - Jared/Jensen
Characters: - Jared Padalecki, Jensen Ackles, mentions of the twins and Nathan.
Warning: - Mpreg
Disclaimer: - I do NOT own Jared and Jensen. I wish I did *sighs*. They belong to themselves. But I DO own Danny, Rico and Nathan. Also the plot and all the mistakes are mine. Yes! They all are mine!
Summary: - Jared’s hormones are all over the places and after being moody and bitchy, he finally breaks down.
A/N: - Another fluffy one shot. Part of my Cravings! Verse. The previous parts can be found here and here
It turned out to be a completely different story altogether, again. The same had happened in the case of the earlier story. I kept thinking about the actual plot and ended up writing this one. Anyway, but I WILL write the actual plot …lolz. I will :D. May be a continuation to this one, because the backdrop and other things are exact to the original plot. So another one coming this way…hopefully soon :D . Thank You all for sticking by me in this verse. Hope you’ll like this one. It was a total random idea that came to me…so hopefully it’s not too bad. Okay ….enough of my babblings. Hope you will like it. And as always lemme know what you guys think. Reviews are love and chocolates for me :D
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The rain came down in full force at about 7:30 in the morning. Not the thunderstorm but it was far from the drizzle from the night before. The sky was dark and it looked like it was 7:30 in the evening rather than morning. Usually Jensen preferred sunny Saturdays. The kids love to go out to the park with both their fathers and the dogs and play with their friends. Also a sunny day usually brightens up his mood after the tiring shooting session of the week. But he didn’t mind the occasional downpours. It helped him to sleep longer than usual and had him feeling all lazy and sleepy all day, which was never bad. Speaking of sleeping, Jensen hands stretch out to touch the warm figure sleeping beside him, only to meet with cold sheets.
‘What the hell?’ Jensen thought opening his eyes. He was alone in the room, the curtains drawn to keep the room dark, the bathroom unlocked and yet no sign of his boyfriend.
“Jay?” Jensen croaked in a voice still deep with sleep.
No answer.
“Jared?” Jensen cleared his throat and called out more loudly sitting up on bed.
Still no answer.
Sighing Jensen got up from the bed and got into his sweatpants and tee and went looking for his boyfriend, hoping that the younger man would be in a good mood this morning.
It didn’t take him long. As soon as he reached the living room, he found Jared on the couch, mindlessly staring at some documentary in the Discovery Channel. He was absentmindedly rubbing at his calf muscles. Jensen sighed in sympathy. Jared was three weeks due and was truly miserable. Nothing would please him, except the twins, and nothing Jensen did would help in damage control. He would bitch and moan all day, yell at Jensen for some stupid reason, then cry for the next. It was hardly that Jensen found him in a good mood or just smiling. And all these were driving Jensen crazy. He had totally forgotten how Jared was when he was carrying Danny and Ryan. But if Jared was miserable then, he was way more unpredictable this time. Jensen wanted to help him, he truly did, but even he has his limits and patience. He didn’t like fighting with Jared and hated himself for doing it but sometimes it was impossible for him to deal with the kids and Jared. And it broke his heart into million pieces, every time Jared would apologize to him for being bitchy or annoying.
Not wanting to fight the first thing in the morning, Jensen took a deep breath to compose himself and approached the couch.
“Hey baby” he greeted softly from the back, touching Jared’s shoulders and placed a kiss on top of his head. He felt the younger man lean to the touch and closer to his chest.
“Hey” Jared murmured, closing his eyes and leaned the back of his head on his boyfriend’s chest. And Jensen knew that he was in a good mood and wanted nothing but Jensen.
Smiling Jensen asked, “How are you feeling this morning hmm?”
Jared took a deep breath, relaxing into Jensen’s touch, “I’m okay. Just tired and achy, but I’m okay”
Jensen leaned down and kissed on Jared’s forehead and left his hand on his shoulders. Standing up, he began to massage the tightness out of the muscles there. No doubt Jared was achy. He heard a hiss coming from the younger man as Jared relaxed under his ministrations.
“Thanks Jenny” he moaned out in pure relief.
Jensen smiled “No problem babe. Anyway, so Beckham Junior up yet?”
Jared smiled and brought the hand that was rubbing his calf to his swollen stomach and started rubbing circles on his sides and middle. “Nah…for once sleeping I guess”, he said softly, then looked up at Jensen and whispered, “I miss you Jenny”
Jensen rounded the couch and sat down beside his pregnant lover.
“I’m right here Baby” he murmured, puling Jared into his arms.
Jared tucked his head under his boyfriend’s chin, his cheeks resting on Jensen’s chest and closed his eyes.
“I know Jenny…I know, you are always here for me and I’m so sorry I’m being such a big mean bitch to you most of the times. I mean I can’t control it you know. I hate to yell at you, I hate US to fight but these damn hormones ….and I really try not to do it but I’m so so sorry Jenny. Just please bear it with me…I promise I won’t be like this again. Just please don’t leave me and Nathan. We need you Jenny, I need you. Please don’t leave us” he sobbed guiltily.
‘Here we go’ Jensen thought sadly, his heart going out to the younger man but he knew nothing he said would console Jared, until he himself decided to stop. But at the same time, Jensen couldn’t just watch his boyfriend being so helpless and sad and crying! He hated to see Jared crying, for no reason. So, he pulled the younger man closer to his chest, wrapping one arm tightly around his back and shoulders and the other hand, he rested on Jared’s baby bulge. Kissing on his boyfriend’s forehead, he murmured soft reassurances of, “Not leaving you baby…never”, “Love you so much Jare. Love Nathan so much. Shhhh….calm down hon. I’m right here, not going anywhere”, while rubbing small circles on his belly.
After what felt like an eternity, Jared’s sobs quieted, as he raised his head and gave a kiss on Jensen’s lips. The older man softly wiped away the tear tracks from his face kissed his temple.
“Thank you” Jared whispered gladly and smiled. And all Jensen wanted to do was make time freeze and sit there for the lifetime with Jared in his arms like that. But it seemed like the younger man had something else in his mind as Jared squirmed in his arms.
“Hey you okay Jay?” Jensen asked releasing him.
Jared moved a little, grunting, and stretched his legs in front on the small table, then settled back on Jensen’s side.
“Yeah. Told ya, just achy.” He replied, snuggling closer.
“Your feet hurting again?” Jensen asked full on mother hen mode.
Jared shook his head. “No…I mean yes that too. But my calves are killing me.” he sighed and winced in pain.
“Aww baby. Why didn’t you tell me before?” Jensen asked feeling guilty for not noticing it earlier. He hated when he didn’t know something that was bothering Jared.
“S’okay Jenny. You need a break too sometimes. And moreover, I was actually hoping for that nice, warm loooooooooooooooooog bath you promised me last morning” Jared smiled softly, but Jensen could hear the taunt in his voice.
“Oh yeah. You want that hmm? Very demanding” Jensen teased back, stealing a kiss from the smiling lips.
“Hey…I’m not the demanding one here. Your kiddo makes me do them. So talk to him about it, not me” Jared replied smiling, as he rubbed his stomach fondly.
Laughing Jensen leaned in and kissed on Jared’s tummy. “Hey Nate! You still sleeping inside kiddo? Your Daddy here says that you are making him do things. But I don’t believe him. I know he wants them and is using you to get them. Why don’t you scold Daddy a little? Give a kick?” he spoke in a toddler voice.
“Hey! No ganging up against me.” Jared slapped Jensen’s head, laughing at his antics. “You two are really unbelievable. I can’t believe you are trying to manipulate an unborn! You realize I’m the one carrying him, right? So he would never let you boss around him. You’ll see.” He told Jensen smiling. Nathan was still napping inside.
“Wasn’t that what you said about Danny and Ry too? Look how true it turned out” Jensen laughed flicking Jared’s nose fondly.
“Yeah Rico took after you. But Deej is like me. So even.” Jared supplied, swatting Jensen’s hand away from his nose.
“Hah! It won’t be even for long. With little Nathan following his Pa’s footsteps” Jensen shrugged off the threat and pulled Jared closer to him.
“Dream on Ackles, dream on. Natty’s gonna be like me. Right baby?” Jared asked patting his tummy.
“Aww I love it when you do that” Jensen mused.
“Do what?” Jared asked back.
“Look all cute and adorable” Jensen smiled.
“Jenny…our kids are adorable. Not me” Jared smiled back.
“Nope. All of you are.”
“As you say” Jared sighed happily leaning over Jensen side and wrapped his arm around his boyfriend’s middle.
The end.
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