Have you ever watched someone's heart light up, then go out like someone cutting the power on a city?
It's saddening/scary when it's indirectly your fault.

...And for once I don't know what to do....

Shuffle.
First line of first 20 songs.
No matter how random, pointless, or stupid.
Post, and guess others
1. This is the way to find my harlequin's face
2. I am the son and the heir, Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar - Niki
3. (who is this irresistable creature who has an insaciable love for the dead?) Living dead girl! - Niki ( Read more... )

( St. Patty's night and yesturday )

♥ Happy Birthday Jack-dearest, the best of wishes on your big day! ♥

Happy Belated St. Patrick's day (my myspace got the st. patrick's day wishes day of....sorry), hopefully all of you had fun.

I am currently following my doctor's orders of no carbohydrates (and yes I realize that like ALL foods have carbohydrates in them, by no carbohydrates ( Read more... )

I would give ANYTHING to be healthy again. or to be able to rip my throat out and not feel pain. Honestly, this is the worst feeling ever, every breath I take is like acid going down my throat, every swallow my eyes well up with tears, every cough I am left dizzy, disoriented and literally crying. And to boot, I get made fun of all lunch hour for ( Read more... )

"Words are empty as your heart"
( the stereotype quiz )

I like being the shit-disturber of my online course ( Read more... )

Today was wonderful (weirdly enough, including the school part =P). World Issues (i got made fun of by my teacher for having a bottle of Dr. Pepper, and we did round-table debates, fun times), Fashion (haha the simpleness of winding a bobbin, threading it, and sewing on paper without thread...easy peasy pie), Musical Theatre (yay to dancing....we ( Read more... )

haha Valentine's day usually sucks, and yesturday was the same formatt...minus the approximately 2 and a half hours I spent with Marc. We went to William's for coffee and dessert (which happened to be before my dinner), and then chilled and talked in his car. It was wonderful, and I sorta wish we could do that every day....no I don't actually... ( Read more... )

I don't understand....have I lost the four people that matter the most to me in my life?...whenever kaits or meggie posts about their nights out, it's with "the girls" and I'm never invited along anymore, nor am I told anything....basically I feel like I'm an acquaintance on the outside of their now perfect friendship... was I the problem in their ( Read more... )