So anyway today was soo fun. I went to school and I wore my jacket that I painted and it was really pretty and people came up to me and told me they liked my jacket it made me feel good :). anyway... um we had all classes today and I got there in the morning with a little time to listen to some music which made me happy. I went to English class and ( Read more... )

Ever fell in love with a song? Well I did ( Read more... )

YAY I'm a girl .. this is sooo true too



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wellllll I feel relieved now... I have told my mom so far and that is such a big step in my life now. I feel at peace now to some extent. That is all I have to say now... I'm going to bed now.

The peaceful symphony of my life's dream starts, slow at first and yet ever so diligently rising until I can hear nothing else. I look at the one I love and wonder if I can be with him. I truly wonder if I am strong enough to go through with what I know I want. I have too many opinions clouding my mind and I can't turn to the one that I always turn ( Read more... )

I truly do believe that if I ended my life... that it would not affect anything... I often wonder what would happen. I wonder if anyone would be sad. I wonder if I would be forgotten like an old shirt in the back of a closet. It seems I always pick the wrong people.. it seems I shouldn't have a relationship. I should just block myself away from ( Read more... )

This weekend was nice, Me and Renae hung out all of Friday and we wrote with pens on peoples car windows :-D (washable type pens). We drove everywhere... we went to VCC and we went to the Ukrops across the street and got cupcakes and ate them all LOL... then we drove around some more and ate dinner at her house it was really fun... At least I had a ( Read more... )

WEll lets see I havn't posted in a long long time... I work now.. that takes a lot of my time and when im not working I'm either sleeping eating or hanging with friends. Everything at school or at least all of the people are being nice and it is actually fun to go ... I just hate the busy work that teachers give. I'm supposed to hang out with ( Read more... )

I'm tired of everything.. I'm tired of playing games I wish the "right" person would come along and be with me. I wish I was the way I want to look. I want to be out of the stupid school work but I don't want to not see my friends.... I want to have lots of money but I don't want to work ;). I'm just bored with my life as it is and then these ( Read more... )

Well today was really nice. Um, I had English (which I fell asleep in) and I had Art... Mrs Masterson gave me a low A on my sketchbook but I don't care about her opinion anymore so I was all right with it because I liked mine. Robert asked me if I had gone to the gym the night before...( I had invited him to go with me and when I called to see if ( Read more... )