Ahh Life...
Its been a long time since I seriously wrote a post about my life... Currently right now I am in a semi-good mood. Right now I am at work. I take calls, answer questions, research bills, basically your normal CSR (customer service rep) type of job. Life so far is decent.
It begins...
I have my loving Kitty... Life with her is excellent. Its funny, but she is on my mind almost all the time, her feelings and her emotions weigh heavily on my heart. I only want the happiest for her, although right now is a trying time in my/her life. Although my feelings for her never loose strength, I feel saddened some times, as if I can not make her happy. Some days it feels like a battle to see a smile on her face... I know she loves me and is happy, personally I don't know if what I am trying to do is ok...
All I can do is live. Live for her, work, eat, sleep and of course play WoW. ^_^. I dunno, lately I have been kind of blah. Not the blah that you have a sucky life... but the blah that life is just... there. Nothing new is happening with me, I am no longer in school, I found out what I need to get my damned diploma mailed to me, I have gotten my application for actual employment to my job (they are now doing a background search - wonder what type of messed of shit they can pull up ^_^). Other than that, there really nothing on my slate of things to do.
Kitty on the other hand has informed me last night that she is taking a week vaca to go up north and visit her family. I am wicked happy for her, I can only hope that she will enjoy her time up there as much as she can. For me however, yes I will miss her for the week she is gone... But I do get to stretch out in my bed, sprawl and not care about the covers... All this does to me though, is allow me more WoW and me time.
Everyone needs their "me" time. I guess thats why I am agreeing to her vacation, sure she isn't making money but she has the chance to be happy and not stressed.
Blah other than that... Work is fine, as stated before I got my application for employement... Basically what that means, is no longer will I be employeed to BONNEY staffing (career center) and getting checks every week, but only getting a check every 2. Not to mention my real benefits will start up and eventually I will have my 401k plan meeting. Saints be praised for my benefits... I can finally go out and get some real dental work done to my mouth... Normally I would get a bleach but when everything goes through, I am going to get my tooth rebuilt (a ceramic enamel/cement dealio) and have my front teeth filed and lined. The normal cost (when I last checked was around 1.2k) is much lower with a decent insurance plan than no plan at all. I could go more into all the insurance stuff I will be rolling in, but meh... I am not going to get into it right now... I still need to wait out the background check and the umm *new* short interview process... Oh I only hope this all works out... What a crule twist of fate it would be if it didn't... Then again, I have the devil's luck ^_^.
I guess that would be it for now... stay tuned for next time, I am actually coding a new style for my lj. Gone will be my halloween motif and a new one shall arise from its ashes... ooo a phoenix theme... mmm the gears are cranking.
It begins...
I have my loving Kitty... Life with her is excellent. Its funny, but she is on my mind almost all the time, her feelings and her emotions weigh heavily on my heart. I only want the happiest for her, although right now is a trying time in my/her life. Although my feelings for her never loose strength, I feel saddened some times, as if I can not make her happy. Some days it feels like a battle to see a smile on her face... I know she loves me and is happy, personally I don't know if what I am trying to do is ok...
All I can do is live. Live for her, work, eat, sleep and of course play WoW. ^_^. I dunno, lately I have been kind of blah. Not the blah that you have a sucky life... but the blah that life is just... there. Nothing new is happening with me, I am no longer in school, I found out what I need to get my damned diploma mailed to me, I have gotten my application for actual employment to my job (they are now doing a background search - wonder what type of messed of shit they can pull up ^_^). Other than that, there really nothing on my slate of things to do.
Kitty on the other hand has informed me last night that she is taking a week vaca to go up north and visit her family. I am wicked happy for her, I can only hope that she will enjoy her time up there as much as she can. For me however, yes I will miss her for the week she is gone... But I do get to stretch out in my bed, sprawl and not care about the covers... All this does to me though, is allow me more WoW and me time.
Everyone needs their "me" time. I guess thats why I am agreeing to her vacation, sure she isn't making money but she has the chance to be happy and not stressed.
Blah other than that... Work is fine, as stated before I got my application for employement... Basically what that means, is no longer will I be employeed to BONNEY staffing (career center) and getting checks every week, but only getting a check every 2. Not to mention my real benefits will start up and eventually I will have my 401k plan meeting. Saints be praised for my benefits... I can finally go out and get some real dental work done to my mouth... Normally I would get a bleach but when everything goes through, I am going to get my tooth rebuilt (a ceramic enamel/cement dealio) and have my front teeth filed and lined. The normal cost (when I last checked was around 1.2k) is much lower with a decent insurance plan than no plan at all. I could go more into all the insurance stuff I will be rolling in, but meh... I am not going to get into it right now... I still need to wait out the background check and the umm *new* short interview process... Oh I only hope this all works out... What a crule twist of fate it would be if it didn't... Then again, I have the devil's luck ^_^.
I guess that would be it for now... stay tuned for next time, I am actually coding a new style for my lj. Gone will be my halloween motif and a new one shall arise from its ashes... ooo a phoenix theme... mmm the gears are cranking.