i'm tired of school. i'm tired of visiting people ( Read more... )

So my neighbor stefanie and I decide that we were gonna go out- out of worcester tonight... so we did. We ended up in Cambridge-> and went to some bar. This 37 yr old guy starts talking to us because- Dentyne makes these pamphlets on types of woman and there's also one's on types of men (like easy, player, "not sure if he shoots for the other team ( Read more... )

side note... happy things seem to be working out.  Keith (manager) told me that another girl got bumped up to FEC too- so that means I CAN GO HOMEEEEEEEEEEEE for a little bit in winter! and even take off some days for thanksgiving... makes me wicked excited. 
Even said that if I wanted to I could go home for break and work down at the other store ( Read more... )

So ya. today was an EXTREMELY long motha-fucking day.  Went to work- which was fine... I'm actually liking working there now since I got bumped up- the people there are cool.. and we like to just give each other a hard time.  So I get out of work early- go to my meeting with this woman in Downtown Worcester up on Main st. --> go to park in a spot. ( Read more... )

'I lie awake
and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide,
What they dream?
and dream I do...'

I can't stop dreaming of someone...honestly need to get out of my head and give me some peace.

The biggest thing that sucks right now- is being excited about something and having it fall through. I was all excited that someone was gonna visit me tonight.. but then something of course had to go wrong. I even bought shit for tonight- because we were gonna have a mini party- who cares if it was only gonna be two people? 
I was excited that I was ( Read more... )

and the sad thing was, going to work actually made it better. I've decided that I'm not leaving dicks. as much as i want to, and aside from the things I've heard. I get paid more. I got good hours. and it would give me some breathing room with the bills... and money to spend for other things. Another manager told me that he was being bumped up to ( Read more... )

Today was such a horrible day. Since for the longest time... I was looking forward to going out to eat with my parents... having a margarita- eating some dinner, etc. My last dinner in CT with my parents... and they manage to fuck it up. This week has already been so shitty for me... I feel nervous, sad, replaceable, lonely, failure at ( Read more... )

feeling kinda crappy today- i hate moods like this. Realized that my classes start monday... not next wednesday. I need to make a trip up to Assumption to get my books/ID/my parking sticker ( Read more... )

dreams are wierd sometimes.  This summer I have never dreampt so much about one person it's ridiculous.  It's like my mind is addicted and they are my drug.  Stupid dreams that don't make sense and the guest appearances that go on!!  Girls may be crazy and I think this proves Corey's point-- my brain is dredging up dreams just to make up for the ( Read more... )