Comments | silver_spoons: with the words you borrowed

silver_spoons

with the words you borrowed

Sep 04, 2006 23:09

i am trying so damn hard to make it work.
i want it to just be.
WHAT IS IT that i am missing?
how can things feel so right with music therapy
and so wrong with me?
how do i get where i want to be?
i'm really trying to make this year so different
without killing myself - because i want to just let things be how they are.

.....but i just don't ( Read more... )

Comments 5

pjd1212 September 5 2006, 05:08:08 UTC

what's going on? Are you not happy with music therapy?

mirmie September 5 2006, 07:03:26 UTC

I don't know what's going on exactly, so my advice could be totally useless, but are you maybe trying too hard to make everything right without trying to figure out why things feel wrong? Like if you've broken a bone just going to the doctor and telling her "I hurt!" won't instantly fix it, you need to tell her where you're hurt and what happened. Have you thought about talking to someone, like a counselor or psychologist type person? ISU's medical center type place should have someone you can talk to. I'm not suggesting that you're, like, seriously depressed and in need of serious help, just that a new perspective from someone with some training might help you see why things feel wrong and give you some advice about how to make them right, and even if they themselves aren't helpful talking about it with someone who's not really actively involved in your life can be a useful tool for self understanding and discovery.

*hugs* I hope things improve, please let me know how things are going.

darkside462 September 5 2006, 08:55:29 UTC

flip the script and make it do cartwheels.
feel smart and steal hearts with chocolates.
drop gems like you got holes in your pockets.

i don't think your missing anything.
i think you got more on your plate than you need and know.

i think... drummersteve07 September 6 2006, 02:25:30 UTC

that i love you.
and you are one of the strongest people i know (maybe not physically)
and i can't wait for your CD.
and i can't wait until you graduate and realize that you got so much more accomplished than you ever dreamed of.
love ya lynn!

ditto snochild04 September 6 2006, 17:17:40 UTC

i know how you feel, but different.