Got seriously lied to by someone who claims I'm their most trusted friend, they tell me everything and they would never lie to me they love me too much...when I have evidence they were lying.
I've gone through waves of feeling bad about myself (that maybe I wasn't a good enough friend to be trusted) to bad about them (that how dare they lie like that, that they make me feel like that) to now just wondering why I bother, I always end up getting hurt no matter who I trust.
Yep and they lied right back into my face and told me they weren't. I'm starting to think that but it would rip our group apart, six people all hurt instead of just me.
You situation sounds a little bit similar to something my friends & I have gone through a few times recently. You'll realise these people aren't worth your time & that you're better than them.
It's one of the most heart-breaking things to go through ever, when you realise a best friend isn't who you though they were, but things will get better :) *hugs*
Its even harder when you were the kid in lower school who was always the first person to be blamed and made to stand on the playground by them-self and then again in high school when I thought I found a place in a group but I was always the scapegoat and the one pushed out and I even had a bunch of friends ditch me when my Mum got cancer when I was 18 and I couldn't hang around with them anymore and now shit when I'm in my damn twenties and I thought I was past all that and I had again a nice settled little group who would be there for me and there was trust...it all goes to hell again.
I know it will get better but damn it hurts at the moment, but thanks *hugs back*
No, I think you have every reason to be sad and angry about this! What people have made you go through is awful, and you don't deserve it.
It's completely right that you'd think people are grown up enough when we're at this age to have respect and the decency to tell the truth. But sadly it's not the case :(
It'll be the best feeling ever when you realise, 'Actually you know what? Fuck you for making me feel this way' :)
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I've gone through waves of feeling bad about myself (that maybe I wasn't a good enough friend to be trusted) to bad about them (that how dare they lie like that, that they make me feel like that) to now just wondering why I bother, I always end up getting hurt no matter who I trust.
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It's one of the most heart-breaking things to go through ever, when you realise a best friend isn't who you though they were, but things will get better :) *hugs*
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I know it will get better but damn it hurts at the moment, but thanks *hugs back*
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It's completely right that you'd think people are grown up enough when we're at this age to have respect and the decency to tell the truth. But sadly it's not the case :(
It'll be the best feeling ever when you realise, 'Actually you know what? Fuck you for making me feel this way' :)
Chin up <3
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