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Suicide
I've been having a ton of suicidal thoughts today. I just don't see the point. I've had a broken heart for over four months now, and I'm just always so depressed. I never have anyone to hang out with, and I just try to get through each day. I don't feel anything, not even when I cut. I just wanna DIE. I can't take this anymore. I laughed in class ( Read more... ) -
Writing a book!
So I'm finally getting around to writing a book! I'm going to put it up on my fictionpress and maybe on here. Would anyone wanna read it if I put it on here? But beware, my writing SUCKS. -
General- Heartbreak- Forever and Always
Medium: Heartbreak
Fandom: General
Subject: Heartbreak
Title: Forever and Always
Warnings: No.
Notes: Yet another fanmix for him... all the other one's are at my old journal.
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3 Months
It's been exactly 3 months since I've had a real conversation with him, and I hate every second of it. 3 fucking months. I miss him so much it's insane. I keep having dreams about him, and it's driving me insane. I will wake up in the middle of the night covered in sweat just because he appeared in my dream for a couple of seconds. I hate it. ( Read more... ) -
There's This Guy...
I woke up from a nap an hour ago and all I have been depressed ever since. He has been on my mind constantly, and I can't stand it. I wish I could tell him that I'm sorry. I really wish I was in school the last day so I could have had that talk with him, but no. I had to be sick. Even though he hurt me (and I admit it was partly my fault), there's ( Read more... ) -
New Journal!
So I got a new journal because I was sick of getting made fun of on the other one, and my interests have changed quite a bit since I made my old one. From now on, I will be using this one! So yayyyy.
