New screen name.

youre a mallgoth

I dont think I like it though.

I hate to be overdramatic and attention whore-riffic but...

WHY THE FUCK IS THIS HAPPENING?

It doesn't even seem real anymore.

I have to go throw up now.

I wrote you a four page letter today, but you're never going to read it.

What I really hate is how I can't trust myself.

Oh, okay then.

I hate emotion! This is just awesome. Wow. Make it stop.

Sleeping all day to escape things. This sounds just like last year. Last year sucked, I dont ever want to go through that again.

I wish I could tell you what I really think about this.

FUCK.

So my dad was violencing what with my sister. They're fucking her up even worse. I think she has OCD and maybe something else, but they arent doing anything to help.

I fucking hate it here, but what can I do.

An action pack-ed weekend, oh yes. Or maybe not.

Friday - Ted

Saturday - Austin and Erin and The Roseville Theatre where I was hit on by nu-metal kids (gross)

Sunday - Erin and Holly and Jacob at Macomb mall and then dinner at my aunts house.

I woke up at 10 o clock today whaaaaaat? This is so crazy.

This is making me a non-happy Cera.

Oh, yeah, thats why I dont go to the Wired Frog or Roseville Theatre anymore. Haha. Metal night. Thank you Motrin. What a waste of time. Better than nothing, though ( Read more... )

Oh Cera, you stupid emotional wreck. I hate crying in front of people.

This is all fucked up for some reason. I hate mood swings. Someone please hurt me. I dont think I'm being percieved as to who I really am again. I hate when this happens. I hate having to straighten it out, too.

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