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Okay, I guess I am jealous of a lot of things.. But mainly them. I know this will sound wrong if I say it but I kinda liked not having them friends. But I didn't either. They were like sisters, so close and able to tell each other anything. I'll admit it I was jealous of the bond they had. BEcause I wanted one just like it, how I wish it could've been. Now they're best friends again, and I love it but hate it all at the same time. I love them both to death, but I don't want to feel left out...Yes, selfish of me.. I know, but they're my best friends too. I hate seeing them fight, but almost love watching it. But what's more I love seeing them hanging out and laughing, but I hate watching from afar. I want to be up close and in there with them. Laughing at the jokes they're laughing at smiling at the same things they're smiling at. Frick, yeah I'm jealous so sue me. We all are... Aren't we?
<3Rio