Jesus flipping god. I hate my life.I wanna be able to have the someone to go to.I wanna hold hands, I wanna be able to say I have somebody. I wanna be able to talk to then when my day goes bad.I just want him. Jeez am I effing retarded for thinking he evens knows my name?Am I that stupid? Ehhh, I feel like it. I seriously doubt he knows anyone ( Read more... )

Dear El Jay,

There's this boy...Who've I got my eye on.But he doesn't know it..Make him love me for me.Don't make me wait any longer. I see him to much and I've waited to long. Rewward me for my heartbreak, cuz he'll be the greatest gift of all time ....

Love Loverssssss

You ever felt that feelings of you don't belong?Yeah, I feel that right now...Like ehhh. I don't even know. Hopefully I'll get better to possibly go to the show on Friday and see my unknown (to him)lover ;) haha Jees, I'm really stupid. I'm soo happy for Danielle and Jesse! You two are too cute :) haha. And no Danielle in positive I don't haha. We ( Read more... )

Murder is upon us tonight
It’s something we can’t escape
The blood rushes to my head
My veins feel like they’re gonna burst

Tonight won’t be any different
Then the night before
Maybe we can recollect
And pick up any memories of us left
From a time when we were happy
And love meant something

Chorus:
I can’t feel my self
I’ve gone numb
Death is so close
I can ( Read more... )

Oh la la comment el mundo please :-)

Sorry that my knuckles break
I can't be who I once was
Because now I'm stronger
sleeker, smarter and braver
Then I once was
It's soo good to know that you
You don't own me

[chorus]
Sorry that you can't accept the facts
You are just a walking facade
With all you cover up lies
And your foolish grins
You wonder why people don' ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH

Jesus, people kill me sometimes, they are such hypocrites and such...
What such loser can ask you to be their friends after they say such rude things to you.. OH wait, HAHA, I know who.. Believe me, I wouldn't have a problem giving that person a piece of my mind, which I didn't get to finish because they thought they' ( Read more... )

Valentine's Day sucked major balls. First off, No one loves me... Then right at the end, around 9;30....My dad walks in and tells us my great grandmother died.. Well, I was really close to her, so I go into hysterics... I had to have my mom come down to the living room with me and calm me down, we watched the Stepford Wifes which was relaxing.... ( Read more... )

Listen, I do not like drama at all, when it comes into my life, I want to kill myslef sometimes... It's gay and for 3 year olds, you make drama, you takw back what I dish out, and so far only a few people have been able to take it...Sorry if you can't but I'll tell you how I feel. Read it

Seventy Times Seven-Brand New

Back in school they never ( Read more... )

Jesus Flipping GOSH.. I havent updated this since what december or november god, oh well..Well, Well, Well, life sure has changed since then.Umm, my hair is cut and I've got radxXcore bangs.I no longer have my red streaks :-(Everybody except me has someone...I like someone new, finally after liking _ _ _ _ for soo long I like someone else I mean I ( Read more... )

YOUVE GOT FRICKIN MAIL!

I rock a
Lawsuit when I’m going to court
A white suit when I’m gettin’ divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I’m home alone
Talkin’ on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
They’re saying
“Now you’re rich and
Now you’re famous
Fake ass girls all know your names and
Lifestyles of the rich ( Read more... )