I have come curiously close to the end, though
Beneath my self indulgent pitiful hole. Defeated I
Concede and move closer. I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness. How pitiful.

It's calling me
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And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping.
The moon tells me a secret. My confidant.
As full and bright as I am, this light is not my ( Read more... )

To all those who didn't respond to the friend cut.. You suck at life.. that's like almost everyone on my list, man.. You all suck at life. *waves a hand dismissively* I'm cuttin ppl.

Okay, so no one ever comments on this piece ofshit journal.. I doubt they read it. So if you'd like to stay on my friendlist, I will allow 2 weeks for a posted response.(unless I feel otherwise for some reason) Those who fail to do so, will be cut from my friends list.. and access to my journal..

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability |||||||||||| 37% Aggressiveness |||||||||||| 32% Assertiveness ||| 7% Activity Level ||||||||| 25% Excitement-Seeking ||||||||| 22% Enthusiasm |||||| 11% Extroversion ||||||||| 22% Trust |||||||||||| 32% Morality ||| 1% Altruism |||||||||||||||||| 60% Cooperation |||||| ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:LowBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:LowNarcissistic:LowAvoidant:Very HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
-- Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Information --

Wow.. thats just.. really really scary.
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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and ( Read more... )

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I never said I’d lie in wait forever ( Read more... )

Things are doing okay, actually. I'm happy for once, things are looking up. ~ Of course, I still have those situations still weighing on my mind. But, I'm not stressing about it now. Things'll be alright.

My Star Is Fading...