okay, so i got back from both from first to last concerts... and i gotta say: I'm the luckiest girl on earth... okay this is gonna be a long one but nevermind:
i got there at 5pm and immideately saw sonny walking around inside. when he passed me i started talking to him and he shook my hand, talked for a few minutes. after that matt passed me and we also talked for a few minutes and he shook my hand.
when we were allowed to go in, i was the first one who got in, walked around the corner, and sonny was standing there again, we talked but he had to go to the soundcheck and actually wanted to disappear before all the fans got in.
got into the front row between sonny and travis, the concert was amazing, really short tho. they played like 7 songs but they were incredible, really.
after that 36crazyfists were playing but we didnt watch them, me and anya went outside to get some fries... walked around the corner and derek was standing there... so we talked to him for like 15/20 minutes about just everything: heroine, his girlfriend, their dogs, about the show, germany, he said that matt was inside the bus, sonny was in the club watching 36cf and travis went with wes to get something to eat, we talked about just everything, he was so incredibly nice, i was really really surprised.
then sonny passed us on the way to their bus and i just said thanks for playing, it was amazing... i didnt think he'd stop coz he was carrying stuff but he put down the bag, bowed down and shook my hand again... he's so funny.
then anya and i went outside and saw matt standing in front of the bus, we talked to him few minutes, then sonny came too and we talked to him, he hugged me :| and when he gave me back my pen i winked and smiled and i got to take a pic with him... he didnt talk much coz of his voice and one security guard didnt wanna let him in coz he thought it was a fan... it was so funny coz sonny walked against his arms a few times without saying anything...
then anya and i sat outside in front of the bus, not coz we wanted to talk to them or to wait for them (we knew that just derek was inside the bus) but just coz we wanted to talk and had shitloads of time... derek came out but we didnt talk to him, he just passed and came back few minutes later with some fries and went inside the bus again. then just when we were about to leave travis came back with wes and held a salad in his hands... i was like "hey trav, we were waiting for you" and he was like "shit i spilled sauce over my finger" and looked really disturbed on the sauce on his finger and i was like "uhm...yea" and he said "well it's just food..." i was like "lol i was about to ask you for an autograph but it's a bad time isnt it?" and he looked at his finger, at me, his finger, at me and was like "let me get inside the bus to wipe it off, then im gonna come back outside" and a minute later he was back, we talked to him for a few minutes and then we left.
it was so fucking amazing... my train to münster left at 6am and i was 11 hours in 4 different trains and then i arrived. i met a girl at the trainstation... she was like "show's been cancelled, atreyu arent playing" and i was like "WTF? what about from first to last?"
and she told me they were playing but in another club...smaller one. so we went there and i saw sonny, travis, matt and ricky terror few times before but didnt talk to them.
i was lucky enough (even if i wasnt the first one who got in) to get into the front row again, right in front of sonny... plus there was no fence so we stood exactly like 30 cms away from the microphone.
during mothersound sonny was grabbing my hair and pulling me towards his face and i thought im gonna die lol. well standing in front of him is amazing coz i touched him actually all the time, coz he was singing right in my face, seriously, he was stroking my hair twice, i had his knee in my face (ouch) several times, he stood on my finger (ouch) and at the end he fell into the crowd, means right on me and he was all over me plus i had his crotch in my face... nice experience really lol.
after 8 songs they left stage but sonny got dereks drumsticks and gave one to me (maybe he recognized me from the day before since i told him id be in münster too)... we went to their bus and sat down and few minutes later all passed us... i didnt wanna be like all these photo-taking-chicks so i stayed on the floor and i just said "hey derek" and he said "ah hey, from yesterday"... i was like "haha yea" but my mind went like "MOHLSDIFJOSEFLSFJOHER HE RECOGNIZED ME" lol yes I know I'm stupid...
anyway then sonny came out and talked to us but there were so many girls taking pics and getting autographs so i didnt go there but later... derek was coming out of the bus too then and i went to him, he hugged me and i talked to him again, he said that they almost fainted inside coz it was so hot... he even remembered what i told him yesterday about heroine... it was really amazing, we talked again for like 15 minutes...
then i asked if travis was inside the bus and he said "yea im gonna grab him" and then he went inside the bus (and immideately on the phone again) and travis came out... made a pic with him and talked a few minutes but not really coz of all the fans... later when matt came out it was kinda horrible... the girls/fans who were there treated him like he belonged into a zoo... only "OH MATT CAN I TAKE A PICTURE WITH YOU??? OH MATT CAN YOU SIGN THIS? OH MATT A PICTURE PLEASE" and when this all was over i went to matt and said "you look tired matt" and he looked at me like i was somebody from mars, like "wow someones actually talking to me" and he was like "yea i feel like somebody's beaten me up" and i said "you should get some rest, yesterday when you passed me in munich i hardly recognized you, you just got so skinny, looked so ill and tired" and he was like "yesterday? i wasnt too bad yesterday, but today is horrible, inside it was so hot, i threw up in my mouth and had to swallow it again... it was just so fucking hot" and i said that we were in the front row and they pushed from behind and that we almost also fainted coz it was so terribly hot... and then i let him off coz there were more girls for pictures...
i talked to sonny few minutes and asked him when theyre coming back...he almost had no voice and whispered that they're gonna be back after summer. then i went back to matt and told him that we're going and i told him to take care and stuff and he said thanks for making the long journey and hugged me, that was so incredibly nice.
i turned around, ready to go and ran into...sonny again lol. i was like "you stood on my finger" *complaining* and he took my hand and was like "i knooow but that's the beauty of rockn roll" lol i was like "fuck yes it was amazing" then i said "we're going now sonny" and then he hugged me again and was like "thanks for making the long journey" and i was like "take care and come back soon bla" and he hugged me again, i had my hand on his chest and then we were about to leave but he said "stop i wanna take a pic of all you fans" and he took some girls cam and made a pic of alot of all us fans and we showed him all our middle fingers... it was so funny... then we left.
in the end:
sonny: 3 hugs, 3 handshakes, 4 autographs, 1 picture with him and talked to him several times
derek: 1 hug, talked to him twice for like 15 minutes each chat, plus he recognized me, 2 autographs
travis: 4 or 5 pics, 1 hug, few moments talking. 2 autographs
matt: 3 handshakes, 2 autographs, 1 hug, talked three times a few minutes, 1 picture
and yes i know this sounds like some obsessive fan but i know i didnt act like one there, i wasnt one of this "OMG THERE IS SUNNY MOORE" ( i still dont get the ppl who call him sunny) LETS RUN TO HIM!" girls... i waited till everything was over and went then to them... to talk, not to get an autograph and pictures (even tho i got them even tho i had no cam)...
they were incredible on stage... sonnys voice is amazing, wes borland is a great bass player, they all have so much energy on stage and wow... best live band ive ever seen... plus they are so fucking incredibly nice and take time for their fans... i think im most impressed of derek since we had two really great chats.
Thanks FFTL for the two best days of my life.