after he saw a the new pics of me, my gorgeous ex (the one i've been 3 years with) told me yesterday that he wants sex with me...after months of telling me he wldnt want to sleep with me again...eh? lol! i promised to visit him haha! ...whatevaaaa....and he sent me 5 episodes of little britain ( Read more... )

things with my fam cleared up a bit, i emailed them a really angry email back like "I'm sick of this kindergarden and I wont come back til march, fullstop etc." and she said (my aunt) if I feel so happy in UK I shld stay there, they wld understand but I shld come home first to clear things up etc... blah ( Read more... )

alrite, we camwhored ourselves:


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and once again my family tries to blackmail me... i got an email from my grandma, saying that if i dont come back in january, they wld give away my pets and cancel the contract for my flat so i wldve nothing when i come back. and once again: IM NOT GOING BACK BEFORE MARCH! and IF i come back and see that they gave away my pets, im gonna turn around ( Read more... )

will these damn nightmares ever end? tonight i had another nightmare....and im worried about some friends... i think im too confused to write a proper entry, had a great christmas yesterday tho, dinner, dancing, drinking... anywho.

oh btw. HAPPY BIRTDAY DAN! HAVE A GOOD ONE! I LOVE U! *mwah*

yesterday night sucked, i acted very stupid, sorry marty... u kno how i am and what im afraid of ( Read more... )

just woke up and cried... damn nightmare. twas bout marty...cant really remember what tho ( Read more... )

god this HURTS¬... been eating for 4 hrs now... sweets, sweets, sweets, crisps, bread, fish fingers, chocolate, fries, sweets, doritoes, sweets... i feel like throwing up, which might happen sooner or later coz i started drinking and am alrtedy pissed. after two fcuekn glasses of wodka with...whatever ( Read more... )

cn sb shoot me please? i hate waking up and feeling like this...esp. when u wake up alone and ur not used to it coz u had the best time in ur life few days ago. anywho ( Read more... )

i knew it wld break me. but ill be fine, ill be okay. really.

anyway yesterday night was ace... i was laughing so hard that my stomache hurted...and that for hours lol, today we're gonna go shopping. i need money, i need a job.

i love being in uk, close to my friends...