dear you ( Read more... )

for anyone who's still out there:
happy thanksgiving. i hope everyone is doing wonderful.

life... good.
school... good.
friends... good.

all of those goods really add up to be amazing.
so i guess we can conclude that life is now amazing.
and i am finally.... finally doing exactly what i want to do.
and thank God.

xoxo

so this is something i havent been able to say in a long time:

life is good.
and i am happy.

im doing everything (with the exception of one little thing) that i want to do. and that i LOVE to do.
and i am happy.

imagine that.

at some point things will be okay.
at some point i'll remember who i am.

i hope.

it's funny because i never imagined that graduating high school and going into college was that big a change.

sometimes i think i want to go back.
sometimes i know that i want to go back.

but i can't.
so i'll keep on going forward, i guess.

sometimes i feel like i'm running in circles. i can't focus on what's going on around me because it's all going by so fast ( Read more... )

there are those moments, that despite the bad, things can be amazing.

but there are those moments, that despite the amazing, things can be bad.
and i think right now, the bad is out weighing the amazing.

this isn't even worth it, anymore.

when i was little, Nick Jr. used to have these weird holidays ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish that someone, anyone would tell me all of the answers.

i hope that this fork in the road narrows and starts to point in one direction.

going home to kentucky for the weekend.
sometimes i hate going home.
i often wonder what happened to the little girl i left behind there nine years ago.

and i guess i wonder what happened to the grown girl i left behind there five months ago.

xoxo