what do i do...

[silverdreamz696]

lately ive been having these thoughts... like that im not good enough.. that im a waste of space... ive even been thinkin about killin my self... i know that its selfish and wrong but i cant help it .. i cry all the time now.. my parents are mentally abusing me making things worse and now my last bf whom im still in love with .. broke up with

Comments

*hugs*

[torahizeme]

Ranna, I'm sorry things are going so bad for you. I miss you bunches and hope things get better. Step one: GET OUT OF YOUR HOUSE CAUSE YOUR PARENTS ARE MEANIE PANTS!

As for having plans...life doesn't always want to follow the plans we set for it. Circumstances change, people change, everything changes. That doesn't mean the end of the world, or your life. You're 19 and have your entire life ahead of you. I mean come on, people are living well into their 70's. So you have like, 50 some years left to get married, learn to drive, graduate, and live your life? 50 years to do whatever the hell it is you wanna do!

All I'm saying is, don't throw in the towel this early in the game.

I love you Ranna,

Jess

[aurallyfixated]

I love you Ranna. I'm sorry you're having a tough time, and I can definitely relate, but no matter what, there's always better times ahead. I know it's hard not to entertain thoughts of suicide, but don't act on them. There's people out here that love you, even if we don't get to see you as often as we wish we could.

december...

[larrythesatyr]

...just keep thinking about december ;)