so skating went well :) i didnt even fall once! although i didnt let go of kevins hand once either, maybe there is some correlation there. it was actually a lot of fun, and kevin was a saint for being so patient with me and skating at the speed of snails :) i had tried to learn when i was younger with my dad but my dad, as much as i love him, is ( Read more... )

my sisters friend from high school just came over and oh my god, she is huge!! and by huge i mean pregnant!!! shes 20!!!! it doesnt even look real, like one of those little pregnant bellies you sling on, but sure enough...jeeze, am i that old? yesterday aryana went to see another one of her friends who just had a baby! oy ( Read more... )

grrr... the only professors who have responded to my emails are the australian ones and they keep passing me on to other professors who they think will be "a better match to my interests" which i appreciate their efforts to help me but i wish i could just find someone already :( so i can go ahead with the applications and stuff ( Read more... )

so i gota job, at least for the holidays... I'm working at the mall at Walden books, i figure if im going to work in retail might as well be to the benefit of me, who wants a book for christmas?! and at least this way i can avoid a lot of stupid people...i hope. wanted to work at the seaquarium but that wont open till sometime next year because of ( Read more... )

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so im back from my wanderings on the other side of the pond... i could tell you all about it, or show you the over 400 pictures we took but none of that would come close to expressing the awsomeness of the experience ( Read more... )

so i guess although i have mentioned kevin before, ive never really talked about him other than in passing so i just wanted to make clear to the world that i do really really love him... i kno, i kno, *gasp* alexa?!? in love?!? well, its true. if it were infatuation nothing would have progressed after last summer or lasted while he was in ireland, ( Read more... )

so now that i have time to write, im gonna just put down in words what i was thinking yesterday driving home from duke. to no one in particular, just for me...

so, in the car, i noticed another car go by with one of those jesus fish eats darwin fish emblems on their car...
it got me thinking about christians..
so, i went to catholic school for a year ( Read more... )

i had the weirdest dream last night that i was back at stranahan and me carlos and alex were in a classroom crying all night because nia had just died of cancer!!!! thats a pretty f'ed up dream, i woke myself up crying! but then nias ghost came back and chilled with us for a while, but carlos was really sad cuz you know, she was a ghost, lol ( Read more... )

my life is mud... :( im depressed ( Read more... )