So, I've made a promise to myself that I will not engage Will, anymore, in his "Freud, Rogers, Maslow, etc are not psychologists and all psychology must be based on the scientific method to be psychology" perspective. I've promised myself this, because why should it be so important to me that he knows he's wrong. I know he's wrong - I'm sure 99% ( Read more... )

"Sexual relations with women are necessary for men to define themselves in opposition to women (and in opposition to other men), creating a need for women that is inconsistent with a construction of masculinity as 'independent.' Women therefore have the power to undermine a masculinity that is in no way self-sufficient. It follows that it is ( Read more... )

I need to stop. If I don't stop I'm going to get myself into trouble and ruin any possible hope of a happy ending. But it's SUCH a drug. If I'm not there, I'm just holding my breath until I can be, and when I'm there I need to push because just being there isn't enough anymore.

I need rehab.

dammit, I'm here again.

SHEESH!

Linkin Park concert. I'm standing the crowd with the band playing on a raised platform in the center, like a small thing on a campus quad. Suddenly I turn around and the platform is behind me, and a girl is jumping on Chester. I run over and jump on the girl to pull her off. Now Chester grabs me and starts kissing me ( Read more... )

It has been a loooooong time since I listened to Metallica. But I got through all of S&M tonight, and only made a small dent in the journals I have to grade. However, reading through all of these journals has made me realize I need to get back to my own journal. Life has been INSANELY busy these past couple of weeks and done nothing short than ( Read more... )

I was visiting Christy, but everything was chaos. She had about 15 kids in her house, aged 6 months to 14 years. Many of them were just kids she was baby sitting, even a handful of black girls. The three youngest were hers. At this point Terran was probably about three, and she'd had two younger boys. When I got there I did not realize she had ( Read more... )

Justin Rivera - I'm pretty sure it was Justin Rivera - or the essence of whatever it is that I connect between Justin and Ryan ( Read more... )

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During my junior year at Lycoming, I sat down with Dr. Olsen for a brief meeting because I wanted to declare psychology as a second major. He asked me what areas of psychology I was interested in. I listed off about 10 areas from memory to states of consciousness to abnormal. The head of the department was depressed that a non-major could even ( Read more... )