[anOTP] For Felix: He is My Sin
You can tell yourself to avoid certain situations, but it can be hard to get a specific thought out of your head. And one of those thoughts strays to the youth with the flame-colored hair and the peculiar eyes.
Muraki has made the decision to avoid pursuing those who are considerably younger than he is, but that is a promise that is harder to keep than he thought. He can't get Felix out of his mind: the way the youngster yielded to him so willingly and yet with such an exquisite terror of him. And it's the thought of that youth that keeps him awake this cool late summer evening, driving him out of his room and downstairs to the kitchen to find a drink to settle his nerves.
Muraki has made the decision to avoid pursuing those who are considerably younger than he is, but that is a promise that is harder to keep than he thought. He can't get Felix out of his mind: the way the youngster yielded to him so willingly and yet with such an exquisite terror of him. And it's the thought of that youth that keeps him awake this cool late summer evening, driving him out of his room and downstairs to the kitchen to find a drink to settle his nerves.