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[silvergem]

I hurt...jesus doesnt the rest of us. I can only sum it up like this...Evanescence if it werent for them showing me this song...it describes tonight so well....you see John called me out of the blue...My ex-John to clarify and I tried so hard to be strong...No I didnt cry. But I forgave, and that took so much courage. Forgiveness is the most

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[ex_lostheart616]

Mmy my....how fast we are to forget some people. For the last 3 years...there hasnt been a day that i havent thought about you in some way or another. And of all the people you have asked for advice...time and time again you tell me that mine is the best. I am always here when you need me...and while open arms and open ears. But looking back on a few of your last posts..you mentioned so much about your friends...but not once am I mentioned anywhere. Of all the problems you have had in your life with friends family school or what ever else. Once again..time and time again you have told me I was the one person that not once ever judged you or tried to change your mind....even when you dumped on me and treated me like crap. I still remained a true friend to you. Dispite that my heart tells me to race to you side and beg on my knees, i dont. Because i am a true friend first. Dispite everything we have been through and the things we have shared in our short time of knowing each other. I was hopping I would get alittle more of what i give