When I used to cut myself it was my way of letting all my pain out, because crying didn't do it all... but neither did the cutting. I still drift back to those thoughts at times in my life where things are going really bad... but I try to seize more control of things. I'm not sure what I can offer you in these words except saying you're not alone. Sometimes that was all I needed to hear. Sometimes it made me feel cheaper... like I wasn't unique enough. However things are for you, and however painful, I promise that if you can make it out, things will be so much better. It might take some work, and some healing that's harder to do than flesh, but it will happen.
This is sort of difficult. I really don't know what to tell you because, I'm not sure which is better. Leaving you alone to deal with this or trying to help. I've been in the same boat, Nar. In fact, I was in the same boat a month ago. It landed me in the hospital for three days. I just want you to know that I'm there for you and I sort of know what you're going through. And that I love you a whole bunch. I just hate that there's so much distance between us.
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