The Long Goodbye

[silverinshadows]

So Lisa left for Germany today...

Yeah....

It's like I was going to heaven, then get the "access denied" screen flash in my face before the long fall to hell.

I'm going to miss her soo much. But I'm determined to save up enough to visit. It will happen.

Comments

go on.

[facedownpuzzle]

we're just two human beings. individually. with inherent interest in each other and how we relate. considering everything, me leaving with regrets only makes sense. i'll see you when we're both not so emotional.

Re: go on.

[silverinshadows]

Coincidently, I listened to that song after I said goodbye to her in my car in my mopey, emo mood.

Re: go on.

[phantazmagoria]

What song is that? it sounds familiar....
Both sorry, and not, to hear about your pains. It sucks to have that weight pulling on you everyday, without any real means to aleviate much of it. But at the same time, maybe just because I feel like I've got weight on my shoulders most of the time, I think its kinda good to carry at least some of it. Doesn't make for easy fun times being alone, etc...but It lets you know that you're alive, that there is indeed something that makes you want to get up and move, and carry along. Nothing like a swift kick to keep ya going. :P
Anway, yeah...

[nancy_girl]

my dad hitch-hiked through Germany for a year or something. You could try that maybe?