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[silverkiiri]

Sometimes, you can find a way to smile while your heart shatters inside your chest. And then you wonder what it will take to kill you if you can survive this kind of horrible pain. Because, in the moment while you watch everything you love turn away without a second thought, it feels like it would be a thousand times kinder to just be able to lie

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[snorkeypuff]

But you can't because to lay down and die would be admitting that the painful love is all there is to you and that just isn't true. In the moment, I bet that pain is all consuming but remember all the things you would miss. The end is the end. As obvious as that sounds, I highly believe it is not always as apparent as it should be.

I love you. Please don't be sad. Sister, I mourn for you. Your words are as beautiful as you are. Call me, anytime. I don't just mean this in the "I am just saying this to be nice" way, either. Call me, *anytime.* Sorry to be all up in your LJ business. Your pain is close to my heart and you are, too. It's hard for me not to worry.