girl 1: why dont u just hang out with all my friends in one day so that i just get screwed over....

girl 2: if i mean so much to you why are u never willing to hang out with me

girl 3: i am just glad u dont exist

you know what i learned .... i learned today that i fully am aware of what i am doing in my life right now and that i am not lost and confused.... i know what the results are gonna be i know i am gonna screwed over by this situation and i know i dont have a chance in the blue moon to accomplish what it is i am trying to accomplish....(still working ( Read more... )

morning on friday

long list of things to do

i will accomplish very few of them

lets see how this stuff goes down

dont be suprised if i end dead in a ditch from going 150 mph on a crotchrocket and hit a wall

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so yeah well i dont know ( Read more... )

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Today is sad day. I feel so upset and so hurt and i dont understand the resoning for what happen. I feel obligated to follow the requests of a friend. I can understand the reasoning and i just still feel like you are giving up. I am sorry for the stupid things we have done. I know that we acted with irrational thoughts and emotions. I know ( Read more... )

plans changed i ditched out of the football game didnt want to go with two girls and their bf's wow that would of been fun no....instead went over to curtsfor a fire that was suppose to have people showing up to but it didnt but it was ok cuz we just hung out and talked about junk.....Celia and Kenny did show with Gabe eventually.....gabe is such a ( Read more... )

Well i am going to a EMU football game this should be well interesting.....maybe? Hopefully i dont boo them or make fun of them hehehe. I get to meet some of Jenny's friends this could also rather interesting seems like we are gonna have myself an exciting day after all ( Read more... )

I talk to Wanty today. Even though i didnt talk to him about much I know he knows what i am going thru right now. He knows me prett well i must say. I guess thats what happens when i live with him for a year. We were complete strangers and now i dont know what i would do with out him somethimes. I didnt talk to him long but just long enough to ( Read more... )

I wish i could walk away ( Read more... )