Comments | silvernyte: I'm back

silvernyte

I'm back

Jul 23, 2011 23:24

yeah, I've been neglecting this for a long time, but I think I'm coming back to using this. right now I'm at a place in life where using something like this to connect with people and vent is a good thing for me, whereas I was neglecting this before because I felt the need to avoid certain things and people ( Read more... )

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miezen July 24 2011, 03:44:49 UTC

Welcome back!

I'm always here, so feel free to poke me in my entries whenever, and I'll do my best to comment to you, too ♥

silvernyte July 25 2011, 03:32:36 UTC

I know I can poke you when needed XP

miezen July 25 2011, 04:59:33 UTC

Well I'd hope you know that.

...Dat icon. I missed your icons.

silvernyte July 25 2011, 05:13:58 UTC

I got some great ones, eh?

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silvernyte July 25 2011, 03:35:10 UTC

thanks

zrana July 24 2011, 21:07:42 UTC

Oh wow. Feel free to chat with me any time, I'm still pianoraiel on AIM when I remember to sign on, or you can use my gmail (zrachan) to assault me.

And why do some people think that just because others appear to be emotionally strong means they can ignore or brush off major deals, and then make it all about themselves the moment something happens to them. There's never a time in my mind when one can go "get me this this and this" when they KNOW the other person isn't any better off currently. *brain breaks*

Welcome back to LJ, I guess....

silvernyte July 25 2011, 03:46:11 UTC

I swear, it took every ounce of reserves I had left to not yell at her that she can just go to her still living mom if she needs comfort and someone to help her thru and point out that's a luxury I don't have anymore. yeah, we're both jobless, we both got canned for bullshit reasons, but at least she has her mom still. emotionally resilient isn't the same thing as emotionally superhuman. but I guess a small part of it is that I always let my friends lean on me when life got tough, even when I wasn't much better off; once people start seeing you a certain way that's how they always tend to see you unless something happens to drastically alter it. it's no excuse for people still taking advantage of people they see as emotionally strong, but it is a reason it happens.

quatres_star July 24 2011, 23:58:02 UTC

Welcome back! I was going through my icons the other day and was wondering where you were and how you were doing.

I'm sorry to hear about all that happened. I hope things look up for you, at least a little bit, in the near future.

silvernyte July 25 2011, 03:55:30 UTC

at least I'm still alive. considering my past luck that's something at least. since I'm still alive that means that if I keep on going who knows what will happen in the future, and while I do have to admit this is one of the darkest points in my life I've always said "it's in the darkest times even the smallest spark can shine its brightest." and just the other day I came across a list my mom made of some of her favorite quotes, one that really touched me; "The demon that you can swallow gives you it’s power, and the greater life’s pain, the greater life’s reply."