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[silvernyte]

so, I started trying out making some LJ icons today, I was hoping to distract myself from how I was feeling and I know that worked to help me relax back when I was regularly making batches of them. unfortunately that doesn't seem to work as effectively as it did in the past (not to mention it's a pain in the butt to make animated icons with what I'

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[shadows_wolf06]

I wish so much that there was something that I could do or say to help you in this, hun.

Unfortunately, grief is never easy and even harder to dull. And despite the fact that the ones we love never truly leave us, it's still hard to deal with not having them around physically in this existence.

Just.... well, just keep hanging in there. And know that even though you might not see her, might not feel her, you're mother is still with you, still there for you. You've only to ask for her help and guidance and then just still yourself and listen.

If there's anything I can do to help you through this, even if it's just to stand there and listen while you unload, let me know. And hun? Just breathe. Because I know how it can feel like you're suffocating with air all around you sometimes... Just breathe, and then let it out.

[silvernyte]

intellectually I kinda know that... but the problem with grief is it's more connected to one's irrational emotional side than the intellectual side. sometimes I think knowing that intellectually makes it even harder, since at least with me when I'm trying to think logically I wind up trying to logic out everything, from coping with it to what happened that day. as much as I know it's my irrational side trying to work with my logical side I keep trying to logic out what I could have done differently that day, if there were things I should have noticed but missed... *sigh*

[malver]

all sympathies, very great sympathies...!

[silvernyte]

thanks...