I'm not so sure if you'll believe it or not, but once the dregs of 2011's energy release their claws from trying to hold on? It's gonna get better. 2012's our year. Because it's past the damn time for it...
sometimes it just fees like since October of 2010 everything's been going steadily downhill. I lost my job, then my insurance, then my mom, then had the doctors office I went to pull crap and deny me refills on my meds, my health went downhill, ex-friend/stalker made several attempts to make friendly with me again still showing no clue where she messed up, my attempts to get a new job keep failing, I noticed I got arthritis in the third spot (and one of the few spots on me I had almost no pain issues with in the past), my attempts to start dating again have been failing miserably (the most successful attempt ended with that whole "it's not you, it's me" followed by flattery BS), my dog got cancer and will likely be put down next week, my funds are getting terribly low, and a whole bunch else that just leaves me in a "what next?" mindset rather than thinking "it will get better soon." it's just been going on long enough I'm getting to expect that even if I see a light at the end of the tunnel it may be an oncoming train and not the end
Pretty much since 2006 things have been slowly but steadily deteriorating in my life. Friends that I thought would stay when the going got tough... well, they didn't get going so much as they just went... elsewhere, I guess
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