Just so you know...

[silverpantera]

Hey there... what's up?

As you can realize; I'm not used to leave personal notes and such on my LJ.

But this time I'll make an exception and share with you the following...

Have you ever felt like this is the worst year of your life?

My answer... Kind of YES!!!

Based on the last six (6) months I've been dealing with this sickness, some kind of a

Comments

[myr_juhl]

Yeah, I know which one. *s*

Niqui, I'm sorry to hear you're so unwell after having been doing better. I can only hope you'll feel better soon again.

It was quite entertaining and lovely to hear about your daily life *s*

Isn't Apo the greatest new thing?

*huuugs*

Love Myr

[silverpantera]

Yep... that one!

After I signed off I managed to get some sleep till 18.00h and then I got 12 straight hours starting at 21.00h after my mom MADE me get some food inside my body; it wasn't an easy thing but I did eat.

Entertaining??? I call that tiring!!! ;)

Ooohhh yea... Apocalyptica is GOOD!

Thanks for the good wishes, really appreciated!
Niqui

[hetaire]

I hope you will feel better soon - or that the doc can at least ease your pain.

and don't worry about that mail you reseived: people could at least ask why you don't write anymore, instead of barking at you.

hugs

[silverpantera]

Thanks! He gave me some painkillers for the moment, but I didn't touch them yet (I'm not one to take those), while we wait for the test results.

I tried not to look much into it but it kept coming back into my mind once in a while. That's why I left this message to tell the reason why I'm not currently updating and the truth: I'm more at peace now the truth is out there.

Thanks,
Niqui

[hetaire]

hey!

you're better as it sounds - that's great. at least you're on the right way :)

"I'm more at peace now the truth is out there."
I understand that very well :)

hope you'll be all fine again soon!

[silverpantera]

Working on getting there!

[silverpantera]

My pleasure, dear...

I'm glad you disagree and that its worth the wait, that kind of makes my day. And yes... my doc told me that exact same thing: My health is more important then anything.

YES... I'm a Apo fan and the fault is partly YOURS!!! (Thank you for that!) Its good to read about concerts I can't attend!!! Next time though: don't forget the camera!!!

Thanks for everything,
Niqui

[hyukie_light]

Hi,
Just want to tell that I'm a big your fan for your sweet fics. I'll still waiting for your update forever ^_^
I hope you'll feel better soon.
*hugsss*

[silverpantera]

Will update as soon as I can!!!

Thank you for the sweet words,
Niqui

[trust_n0_1]

All the beautiful people.....
Look after yourself and I really hope you overcome this stomach bug. Have some more in depth tests to get to the bottom of this, it can't be good to have been going on for so many months. Especially that you are studying and working, so your body needs nourishment. I know, believe me, I've been there, and after months, even years of poor eating habits, you will feel it.

[silverpantera]

Ooohhh yea... I'm feeling it!

The January tests said I'm perfectly fine; we concluded then that stress and worries were the problem and I've worked on those. Last Friday I made all the tests again; next week we'll see if the problem is still in my head. And I have to confess the following: I made THE exam last week and I'm kinda nervous about the result so maybe I think that's the problem.

Yes mem... I'll look after myself!!!

Thank you,
Niqui