Explanations

[silversept]

Ok, so I'm going to do something I normally wouldn't do. I'm going to explain what is going on with the cris right now, because apparently while people seem to notice that there's something wrong with me, no one can seem to talk to me about what's wrong with me

Comments

[nikkita422]

*hugs* I figured you would come to me when you were capable. I'm here. I love you. I want to talk with you. But, I will no impose myself upon you.

[mayhem_catalyst]

I don't mind listening if you want to vent, I really don't.

[melacynthe]

I never ask because if it is something to do with him, then its not something that I can be helpful, supportive, or objective about. Hence, silence instead of insincere or counterproductive drama. As for him, honestly I can't remember the last time he and I had an actual conversation.

I do think of you sometimes, and wonder and worry but... mostly in a helpless kind of way that leads me to believe that the best thing I can do is continue keeping a distance.

[silversept]

When it comes to him, I'm very selective about who I'll talk to about him anyway. Considering the circumstances, I wouldn't put you through that.

Been thinking of you sometimes too, and with the worry as well, but didn't want to invade your space. I know you've chosen to keep a distance and I respect that, but I still worry about you when I see another LJ post about Loren.