For some reason I think after me and Alex fell through I stopped looking for someone that made me happy and instead tried to find someone to impress others. I was looking for the most attractive quality's that most others find attractive and not myself. I guess maybe I was trying to show people that I can obtain whatever I want... but I think I ( Read more... )

here i sit in my room waiting and hoping that this boy, andy, will call me... I feel like such a little girl obsessing over this, but he is suppose to call me and we are suppose to hang out, and if he dosen't call.... I might cry....

I finally rememberd that I have a LJ. Well i had trouble for a while because I coulden't figure out how to undelet it, because I havent logged on in so long... but finally I am back and I hope I remmeber to keep posting. I just rented a sailor moon movie and finding neverland, so i guess it shall prove to be a pretty... racy night... i guess... ( Read more... )

yes, so I went to SVSU with Chad today to sit on their rehearsal, it was really cool. I don’t know of Chad knows this but I respect him a lot for being a theater major. I think he’s really passionate about what he does, and I’m just happy thinking maybe I could find the same passion in life to pursue. I realize my life is giving me really hard ( Read more... )

Man, i just got home. I went with Chad to Lindsay's House (hope i diddnt spell her name wrong?) and that was fun. I was sprised we were able to drink, no one was really drunk tho i dont think, but it was quite fun. omg i said fun twice to end sentence in a row i should say it again to end this one haha, fun. Anyway I kept forgeting Laurens Name ( Read more... )

Final Act of the Curtain Man ( Read more... )

Ok... See what time this post was at YEAH 3:41 in the f-ing AM ANd its New years EVe... ok I ahve to work from 8AM-2PM and then im going to hang out with Chad and THEN im going to a New Years Party... and OMG im gonna be a zombie... not for the new years party but for work I will be because work has become very rutien and robotic like for me, and ( Read more... )

This is the Classic Movie I am!


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I have a bit of a chronic sleeping problem latley, i cant seem to lay down till 4 am and then i cant sleep till like 6am... its really difficult... I donno, but anyways i need to start lossing weight again for the navy ( Read more... )

Never mention his Name ever again.... and I dont want to talk about Him....

U say his name around me.... i will pretend u said nothing... i will not respond to questions u have about him.... because that was the agreement....