FINE I'l write a stupid angsty confession thing. HAPPY NOW, SAIR?

[silverstilletto]

I have a confession to make, to everyone who's likely to see this. As my friends, and people I roleplay with, you deserve to know I have massive issues. They creep up on me sometimes and make me want to quit. Quit PD, quit school, quit everything

Comments

[suwako]

If anything, mind if I just say how much better off you are than I am? Your acting has done great things for you in RPing, and your personality has nabbed you many great friends who care about you. If anything, I should be the one posting this angst-filled post, not you. Hell, I probably wouldn't be getting the types of responses you're getting in the PD chatroom while I type this.

But this isn't about me, it's about you. You say you're not good at RPing and feel like an outsider, and you say that's the self-esteem talking. The girl I knew was very outgoing and kind and had a somewhat positive view of life. You may claim to "hide" your self-esteem, and although I cannot say for sure what the truth is, you'll always be that kind and happy girl to me.

To sum it up, stay strong. You can get through anything when you put your mind to it, and once you do, you'll be glad you did so. And if you hesitate, just remember you have friends who will always be there to support you. No matter what.

[connie_connike]

... Letty, sweetheart. What you're feeling is okay. Really. I know exactly what you mean, because I am the exact same way. I question myself all the time, wonder "oh god, when is this wonderful thing that I have going to end"... all of those things

[xxsystemxx]

Letty, as far as I'm concerned you're a very sweet and lovely girl. All of us have felt similar feelings like yours. But it always helps to let it all out. It's good that you told us this, we're lending an ear. I'm...not good with words, so please bear with me.

I can't and will not hate you. You're one of the reasons why I continue role-playing. I wanted to be just as good as you. Like I said in the Love meme, I feel nervous about tagging with other people, but everyone is just so welcoming and friendly. Tagging with you is fun, as far as I'm concerned. If anything, I'm jealous of you. You're not a terrible person. You're just acting human. We all act human. We have all have fears and discomforts. That's what friends are for: to assure each others' happiness.

You've made many friends in PD, and they've all enjoyed your company. We would hate to see you go. But, if you feel you need to take some time off, please do what feels right for you. Remember: you have friends that are willing to listen.

[spagonia]

Hey, I know I'm horribly late but Letty, dear, you shouldn't feel ashamed of how you feel. We're all human, we've all got our talents and flaws. Sure there will be those who will ostracize you for the silliest of reasons, but there are those people who really truly care about you

The Secret

[dogboy2709]

Silv, That's not who you are. That's who you WERE.
After watching a non-fiction movie, my eyes have been Open to The Secret. And I'm going to share it with you.

The Secret is the law of attraction.
you attract everything in your life to you.

it's the same with your feelings.

You're NOT a coward, you Don't fail in comparison. That's how you WERE.

If you define yourself by your past actions, you are just dooming yourself to repeat them.

Stop being so negative about yourself. focus on the positive things, focus on what you are grateful for. Once you can do that, You'll attract more of the good stuff.

If you REALLY want something, you can get it. Think of it like Aladdin and his lamp. However, unlike the movie, we have an INFINITE amount of wishes.

If you REALLY focus on what you WANT and NOT what you DON'T want, you will receive what you want.

This will be my final piece of advice for you. If you want to go further, Read The Secret by Rhonda Byrne. OR watch the DVD video of the same name.

Your old friend,
Dogboy2709