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[silverthoughts]

Sorry haven't written in a while. I hate sounding like an angst ridden teenager on here but I decided to write because my heart suddenly hurt a lot just now and I'm afraid to talk to anyone i know for I fear I will scare them away. I wanted to lock it but I figured, fuck it. The boy no longer reads me. He told me he blocked me from Facebook so I

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[txvoodoo]

Oh, sweetie. I wish you weren't half a world away. The rat is just that, a rat. He's got something wrong that he can do what he's doing.

Massive hugs.

[claypot]

Sorry to hear. I don't know the full ins and outs of what happened, but maybe I can tell you a bit from the 'other side'. I went out with a guy for a little while, but it ended fairly quickly. To me it was over, but he was very angry that I did not continue to contact him. I felt like there was this 'demand' on me to baby him. When I didn't, he emailed me about it, and the whole thing angered me even more because it felt like even though it was finito, I apparently still had to tend to him. This is obviously a very contracted and oversimplified version of the story, but I guess I'm trying to say that we all have different ways of coping. You have many wonderful friends who care for you, and you don't need him to feel validated.

[gossamerwings36]

*Hugs*

[dreamingenigma]

*hugs* i'm going through something similar - being totally deleted from someone's life. i know how you feel. i don't understand it either. but i just tell myself it had to happen for a reason. you're amazing <3