getting my head on straight.
i have a half an hour before class, in which i should be finishing the lab report that was due before i left for break. instead of doing the forty point one i did the fifteen point one and emailed it. i will then go to class an say, "oh my, i must have forgotten to attach the other one, i am such a dummy." and i will lose some points, but the world will go on.
more importantly i have a test in spanish on thursday, and the art show. which we do not have enough stuff for. tomorrow i'm going to do drugs and study and make art, and fuck it all. and go to the vagina dentist.
i thought i had a biology test too, but i don't. so that's something.
and my birthday party is saturday, so friday after work i have to build the thunderdome.
and today between classes i have band practice. we have two more original songs. that i need to memorize.
tanjas ex is staying with us for a month. i wish april wasn't so busy so i could be a better host. he reads a lot, not like i do. reading has become the least painful way to pass time, instead of being sustenance. being around him makes me miss it. not eating or leaving the house all day because a book is just too good.
i can't wait to see my brother.
and my dad is coming up too.
i miss family.
yesterday shannon and i went to the mall of america. i bought new shades for when i'm on drugs this summer and i don't want people to look me in the eyes. and some other worthless crap. i love the lightrail, i miss being on trains. i was so tired when i got home after work, and that, and hanging out with luke.
WHO IS GIVING ME THE BEST BIKE IN THE WORLD!
i'm so excited, it's an old black schwinn cruiser. he's giving it to me to ride, so he can still say it's his. but it's mine. i bought a wheel for it and stuff, and when i move i'm going to take it. hopefully. we might fight about it.
i miss being aching tired after a whole day of DOING STUFF, instead of just being drained after school/work/life.
ok. well, i've killed enough time instead of being productive, once again.
i guess i'll go to class now. i don't want to look into my professors eyes and lie right now.
ugh.
more importantly i have a test in spanish on thursday, and the art show. which we do not have enough stuff for. tomorrow i'm going to do drugs and study and make art, and fuck it all. and go to the vagina dentist.
i thought i had a biology test too, but i don't. so that's something.
and my birthday party is saturday, so friday after work i have to build the thunderdome.
and today between classes i have band practice. we have two more original songs. that i need to memorize.
tanjas ex is staying with us for a month. i wish april wasn't so busy so i could be a better host. he reads a lot, not like i do. reading has become the least painful way to pass time, instead of being sustenance. being around him makes me miss it. not eating or leaving the house all day because a book is just too good.
i can't wait to see my brother.
and my dad is coming up too.
i miss family.
yesterday shannon and i went to the mall of america. i bought new shades for when i'm on drugs this summer and i don't want people to look me in the eyes. and some other worthless crap. i love the lightrail, i miss being on trains. i was so tired when i got home after work, and that, and hanging out with luke.
WHO IS GIVING ME THE BEST BIKE IN THE WORLD!
i'm so excited, it's an old black schwinn cruiser. he's giving it to me to ride, so he can still say it's his. but it's mine. i bought a wheel for it and stuff, and when i move i'm going to take it. hopefully. we might fight about it.
i miss being aching tired after a whole day of DOING STUFF, instead of just being drained after school/work/life.
ok. well, i've killed enough time instead of being productive, once again.
i guess i'll go to class now. i don't want to look into my professors eyes and lie right now.
ugh.