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Sep 06, 2008 17:25

I feel as if my presence here is nothing but a ... waste. I do not believe that I am serving any purpose and a part of me feels like I should be doing something useful.

Exploring the Wilderness gives me something to do but I do not see how it benefits anyone.

I ...

I just want to feel needed. Wanted even. [scratched out heavily, but can be read if ( Read more... )

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lizardoverdose September 6 2008, 21:26:44 UTC
well go and do something!

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silvervalkyrie September 6 2008, 21:32:43 UTC
Such as?

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lizardoverdose September 6 2008, 22:06:32 UTC
I dunno. Run around the Wilderness? Get a job? Build a house! Throw a party.

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silvervalkyrie September 6 2008, 22:14:14 UTC
I already do that.And I am an adventurer. That is my job.

Throw a ... party? I do not think I am the person for that.

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subject_e0057 September 6 2008, 21:31:45 UTC
...Valkyrie, are you alright?

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silvervalkyrie September 6 2008, 21:33:50 UTC
... No. I'm at a loss at what to do ...

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subject_e0057 September 6 2008, 21:43:40 UTC
Well... do what you can. If things are confusing and strange, just pick one thing at a time and begin to go through it. As for what purpose you serve...

You serve a purpose to your own life, the lives of your friends, your acquaintances, and those who see you from day to day. Purposes... they cannot be simply handed over and pointed out. They have to be what you make them.

If you cannot find one, then make one for yourself.

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silvervalkyrie September 6 2008, 21:55:34 UTC
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Yes, you are right. I should be able to make my own path in life. Thank you, Raise.

Have you found yourself a purpose?

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distant_dragon September 6 2008, 21:53:13 UTC
...what's the matter?

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silvervalkyrie September 6 2008, 21:57:33 UTC
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Ah, nothing. I am just uncertain of my purpose in this world. Surely I am good for more than ... for more than ...

... Fighting.

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distant_dragon September 6 2008, 22:39:01 UTC
Everyone's good for something.

It's a matter of figuring out what.

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silvervalkyrie September 6 2008, 22:44:30 UTC
I should hope so.

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Do you care for him?

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earth_uninstall September 6 2008, 23:55:30 UTC
Wait until you remember who you are before deciding whether you are a waste or not. Before you have all of your memories, making such a decision can only be an uninformed one.

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moonlit_mirage September 6 2008, 23:57:30 UTC
Valkyrie-san, perhaps you are approaching this the wrong way? I hesitate to offer unwanted advice, but maybe you just need to get out for a little while and make some new friends, spend a bit of time with other people and do not worry, for the moment, about your purpose.

It will come with time.

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silvervalkyrie September 7 2008, 01:30:30 UTC
No, you are right. I need more things to focus my attention on or to occupy myself with.

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