i'm so sorry you feel bad.... but it IS bronchitis,- it is NOT cancer! don't let yourself think that way, deb. you'll be okay! i can understand how you'd make the association, and believe me i do the same thing in always thinking the worst (i had sharp pains in my ear earlier in the week which turned out to be an infection, but when i first felt it i'd be lying in bed thinking how tragic it was that i'd punctured my eardrum with a q-tip and was going to end up going deaf in one ear).
maybe it's a blessing in disguise about the thing with work? you hate it there anyway and i'm sure you can find something you enjoy.
it must be nice to have somethere there when you are feeling bad to put a cool washcloth on your forehead and comfort you. i sometimes wish for that. so you are lucky in that respect, anyway! :)
i *do* hate weis, but right now i can't be too picky. i really desperately need a job. getting a new car is taking every last cent i have, and altho i'm glad i got it, i'm always just barely scraping by working 20+ hours a week... so now that i haven't been working for almost 2 weeks straight, i'm up shit creek without a paddle. :(
my dad didn't have tb.. he had lympho-sarcoma, a rare type of cancer that starts in the lymph nodes and traveled to his lungs... they were infected so much that he coughed horribly..
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but it IS bronchitis,- it is NOT cancer! don't let yourself think that way, deb. you'll be okay! i can understand how you'd make the association, and believe me i do the same thing in always thinking the worst (i had sharp pains in my ear earlier in the week which turned out to be an infection, but when i first felt it i'd be lying in bed thinking how tragic it was that i'd punctured my eardrum with a q-tip and was going to end up going deaf in one ear).
maybe it's a blessing in disguise about the thing with work? you hate it there anyway and i'm sure you can find something you enjoy.
it must be nice to have somethere there when you are feeling bad to put a cool washcloth on your forehead and comfort you. i sometimes wish for that. so you are lucky in that respect, anyway! :)
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if you really want to know how i'm doing, just go read my latest entry. :(
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