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[silverwings2188]

well talking to my parents about possibly getting a new car, not even for myself, was a really bad idea

i just feel like im in a constant competition with everyone and anyone
in everything and anything
and im always losing
no matter how hard i try
and i feel like crap

i dont even know what im feeling right now
i just wish i wasnt me

Comments

[emerald_aurora]

Competition = not good for you when it is driven by a competitive attitude and not just the wish to have fun. I figure you're a person and people are so diverse that there are no standards to meet, no rules for who you have to be, and therefore no winning or losing. They say it's not whether you win or lose, it's how you play the game - in fact, there is no winning or losing, just playing. Because who gives out the prizes? Other insecure humans who are in just as deep as you are? It doesn't make sense. So be yourself and love yourself and have fun, and don't get frustrated if you're not yet at your own standards, because there's always room for improvement. Have patience with yourself, be your own coach and fan club. :)

[silverwings2188]

thanks

[emerald_aurora]

Dude that comment startled me because you're totally not in the library this period - you must be in the art room or something. XD Oh well, you're welcome.