well i still haven't heard from you joe and well i'm sorta pissed right now because if my parents say about jon coming and if he were to take a plane i think it would cost like 300 dollars or something i never know how these things work and they would have to stop at lax first. i don't want him to do that the bus sounds better. i don't know i want ( Read more... )

hey everyone! i have the internet for at least a month! and my new sn its ltchkykid5447 its pretty much like the other one. I went to visit Jon twice so far without telling my parents. that was the best two days of my life. Dude i cAn't believe i got the stupid interent to work! okay yeah, i'm actually pretty happy right now, i think because ( Read more... )

WAHOO! Rob with the Chelsea. She must be cool if you're with her. You are a pretty princess. Im in a good mood, i have the song "Dark Blue" by No Doubt in my head. It reminds me of an old friend, go download it. Its so pretty ( Read more... )

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thing are getting better. I'm starting to be happy. i just don't want to be sad anymore. I'm going to try my hardest to be happy and not take anymore pills. coheed seems so be helping a little. It's funny how simple my happiness can be reached but i can't have it. But i guess thats not simple. i made the coolest braclet with jon and tani on it. I ( Read more... )

a few weeks ago i saved my brother from pain killers, i took them instead. A few days later jon calls me to tell me were on a break. I still had left over pills so i took 9. I expected not to wake up but i did. I got really sick. I've been taking them every day 1 or 2. Yesterday i took 5. I didn't want to wake up again. I talked to some people and ( Read more... )

Hey it's Tani. I'm at my grandmas house right now. I haven't updated in like forever. Sorry Joe. haha! I've just been kicking back at home. I don't know when i'm going to see Jon. but i guess it kinda doesn't matter. I love you cuddle muffin. *sigh* I really want to go to warp tour, coheed and cambria is playing and so is thursday amoung other ( Read more... )

so last thursday was mine and joes last farewell...and i was all teary the whole day it was rrreeeaaalllllyyyyy hard..hmm..me, joe, rizo and johnny went and got some pizza and ol' dominezys and they got slurpees at 7 eleven then we all ate and chilled at joes, i was only there for a wee bit and said SEE YOU LATER!!! not good bye, see you later to ( Read more... )

Hello everyone! This is Jessica, one of cc's good friends! Were in Avid right now completing our final. I think were gonna ace this mother! So hello to all of CC's buddies, which i don't know. yes. CC your such a sweetie and I love working at Domino's with ya girlie! Good times, good times, my friend. "naughty girl...." okay,yeah. Later gators. * ( Read more... )