havnt updated in while, cant really tell whats going on cause some people will get mad at me but if u really wanna know ask me, ill thin of something to update later .

the world is fucking crazy, there are spys everywhere, im sitting in my room and the stereo is listening to all my thoughts. i run downstairs and the speakers sitting in my kitchen are listening to my thoughts, so i decide to run outside and the reflection of the moon is shinning of the car windows and they fly into my mind and start stealing my ( Read more... )

im bored, no updates, i been sleeping, just been downloading msuik and watching anime

my probation officer is a big fucking penis, last month when i called him he told me to call him first tuesday of this month, so i did and he was like your not suppose to call me, your suppose to come in and see me, im not like no im not, so he was like ok, come and see me tomorrow at 10(today). so came in and waited there till 12 and i see him ( Read more... )

do you ever wake up and wonder where teh hell you are? well im lucky to be alive now. usually i wake up with my head right in front of my window, this morning i woke up with my feet hanging out my window cause my window was open, im suprised i wasnt out my window, i dunno how the hell i did that, maybe i was trying to commit suicide but fell asleep ( Read more... )

last night was so fucking crazy, i had no idea what was going on, i was walking around the house and i kept hearing people talking to me and i turned around to see who it was and there wasnt nobody there and they kept talking to me so im like spinning in circles trying to find out whos talking to me and theres nobody there. i was so scared last ( Read more... )

lately i been feeling fine but im getting sicker and sicker for those of you who dont know i got skitzophrenia. i stopped taking my medications for a few reasons, but for the main reason is i hate drugs. anti-psychotics also cause weight gain, within the last year and a half i gained 70pounds, and within the last week since i stopped taking them i ( Read more... )

Billy is the greatest!!! Love you dill :D <33333333333

u all piss me off not replying about my story. i was actually going to write more but nobody told me what they thought about it

well havnnt updated in awhile, never really have anything to talk about.. well my comptuer is pissing me the fuck off. I just want to break the damn thing and im trying to work on a a program but this shit keeps fucking everything up. anyway, something cool might happen, i might get my own apartment in like 2 weeks or so. dont even know what im ( Read more... )