hhh...look in the last 20 minutes...the stuff that i wrote...
good mood,whatever too>>>>>> depressed suicide>and right now too..._________

i want to love..i dont want to love...im happy im sad...i want somebody...no i dont...happy by my own...want to get back to my ex...no way!...so i want somebody...if he'll want me,i will not want him back then...miss someone...want to hug someone...dont care about nothing...im crazy..im happy im sad...im melancholic...im cheerful...want to save the ( Read more... )

cegodnya chetverg...cechac 10 chtyacov vechera..ya doma...zavtra v shkolu ne nado...tak chto neznau chto doma delau...vernulac paru chyacov nazad domoi...co vcherashnego dnya gulyala...bilo vecelo...ya dumau...a cechac ne na chto cil net...clushau "big in japan":))...eh...ya myortvya...cegodnya nad'usha razbudila menya v 9 ytra...pocle togo 4to ( Read more... )

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i never hated no one...but..i guess there's always first time...i hate to hate...its not my nature....im nice to everyone,and everyone just using it against me...im tired...im tired of all people........i want to hate,i try to make myself hate...but everytime i should hate,i forget about it...and get hurt....hate the people in this place....im ( Read more... )

oh,hello...just got back from school...ye...10 at night and i just got back from school...tommorow's another school day...with no homework done...hhh...god...i gotta study finally...coz i do nothing...absolutly nothing with myself right now...i've been in this gig...of my friends...3 bands...it was pretty great actually...well who cares...hhhh ( Read more... )

summer is ending...here comes the rain again....cold,rainy nights...and no one around...ive been with this bf of mine for 2 years...we're not toghether no more...gosh..im so messed up...i dont know what i want...i dont want him..i dont want no one...but in the same time..i cant edmite* to myself that its the way it is...so im finding myself this ( Read more... )

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