Sad Fate
TITLE : Sad Fate
length : One-Shot; 2,076W
pairing/character : KyuMin
genre : Drama
rating : NC-17
summary : He was always the one chasing after him, is it so wrong for him to wish for Kyuhyun to be the one to chase him this time
a/n : idk.. just suddenly felt like writing it after........... yah ><
and for ayeengie , i know this is not even close to wat u requested wen u say min always chasing after kyu bla bla.. but yah... haha it somehow have the theme so why not? lemesee if my mind wud be nice to me and write a fluffier fic for that theme XD :*
/ goodness fail hides
nd yey! Finally have a beta... BETA by ailaling1017 :D :D Thank u soo much Aila!!!!!!!! ;~;
“Where are you going?” Sungmin asked as he woke up and saw that his husband was stuffing clothes in his bag.
“I need to go to Jeju with my boss. We will be there for five days so don’t wait up for me.”
“What? But you just arrived from your week-long trip last night!”
“Min! You know that this is for work! It’s not as if I could control the places where we should go to.” Kyuhyun spouted, hating it when Sungmin gets whiny.
“But...”
“Please! If this is another one of your jealous rants, please spare me! You know how hard I work for this family.Can’t you just appreciate it!? Fuck, Min. It’s not as if I’m leaving for a vacation! I’m leaving for work!”
Sungmin just bowed his head, unable to form any words. Kyuhyun sighed as he zipped his bag and made a beeline for the door.
“I’m leaving.”
“Wait! Kyuhyun! Can’t we at least have breakfast together? I miss you.” Sungmin muttered, whispering the last sentence as he followed Kyuhyun towards the main door.
Kyuhyun sighed as he turned around to look at his wife. “I’m sorry, I can’t, I’m going to be late. Let’s just do it when I come back.” Kyuhyun promised, leaving a soft kiss on his wife’s cheeks before walking towards the exit.
Sungmin just watched as his husband’s figure disappeared from his sight.
“That’s exactly what you promised last time.”
*
“You’re such a fool, you know that?” Ryeowook chided as he and Sungmin sat at the Chos’ living room.
“Cho Changmin! Stop playing with your food!” Sungmin scolded his son who was throwing popcorn everywhere before turning to his best friend, hearing what the other just said.
“Then what do you want me to do?” He sighed exasperatedly.
“What?! Sungmin, he’s cheating on you! You can’t seriously just act oblivious all the time and let him on with his sins.”
“We’re not sure okay. We can’t just throw him these accusations.” Sungmin reasoned.
“Sungmin, you’ve seen it with your very own eyes! I understood it when you didn’t want to believe our friends when they’ve been telling you that they saw your husband with another woman before. But this is different, Min! This time, you saw him kissing his boss yourself. What more proof do you need?!”
“I...”Sungmin started, his mouth hanging as he grasped for the right words to say, not knowing how to voice all the flooding emotions in his heart as he caressed his son’s hand with his thumb.
“Min.” Ryeowook coaxed his friend to speak.
“I’m scared. I... I don’t want to lose him, Wook. I love him, I love him so much.”
“But does he love you as much as you do to him? Can’t you give a little sympathy to yourself? You’re always the one chasing after him. Can’t you let him chase after you even just for once?”
*
You’re always the one chasing after him. Can’t you let him chase after you even just for once?
Sungmin repeated those words in his mind as it dawned on him how much of a fool he was being for Kyuhyun. It’s true. He wasn’t going to deny it. Ever since they’ve met, he had always been the one tailing over the younger man. If he hadn’t confessed to Kyuhyun that one fateful day in December, back when they were so young and carefree, he knew that it wouldn’t even be possible for the two of them to be together.
He was just one of the million admirers of the handsome young man. He didn’t even think that Kyuhyun knew he existed until that day when he finally mustered the courage to come up and confess to him. He was shocked and dumbfounded when the other immediately accepted his proposal, but who was he to complain?
Finally having the chance to prove his love for Kyuhyun, he did his best to be the perfect partner in Kyuhyun’s eyes. He always had that desire in him to always please the young man. He never really admitted it to anyone, but for the first few years of his relationship with Kyuhyun, he had always felt afraid. He was careful of his every action and every move, every word and every decision, as if afraid that if he did one wrong move, Kyuhyun would leave him.
He felt so pathetic as he thought about those times, and he can’t help but pity himself. For years, he had been giving his all for Kyuhyun. He fucking loved the young man with all his heart, he attended to all his needs,he gave him everything he wanted and more. And this is what he gets in return? It hurt him so much, too much that he felt his heart being stabbed by a million knives before being stomped on and being thrown as if it was some worthless piece of shit.
It hurt too much that he can’t even breathe anymore. For once, he wanted Kyuhyun to chase after him. For once, he wanted to feel Kyuhyun’s love.
*
“Kyuhyun, we need to talk.” Sungmin muttered firmly the moment he saw his husband enter the room. He had been imagining this moment for hours, rehearsing the lines he wanted to say and gathering all the courage he thinks he needed. But all of his preparation seemed to wither as he looked at Kyuhyun’s eyes, those dark alluring orbs always sucking his soul onto its deep passage, trapping him into Kyuhyun’s grip.
“What’s this Min? I’m tired.” Kyuhyun sighed as he slump his bag on the table before striding towards the bed, opening the first two buttons of his polo before letting his exhausted body collapse over the soft sheets.
“I can’t take this anymore. I’m so tired of this.” Sungmin whispered.
Kyuhyun growled, shutting his eyes tight knowing that this would be one of his lover’s “drama”.
“Cho Kyuhyun!” Sungmin huffed as he saw that his lover was not listening to him. “Fuck! Can’t you take me seriously just for once?!”
Kyuhyun sighed as he saw that his lover was serious this time. Sungmin was rarely like this so he pulled his body up from his relaxed position and inched closer to his lover to leave soft kisses on the older’s neck. “Babe, I’m tired. Let’s just talk about this another time, okay?”
Sungmin immediately shivered, his mind growing hazy just by the simple action. He gripped tightly on the sheets as the younger continue to pepper the expanse of his neck with soft kisses. He hated how Kyuhyun know too well how to make him submit to his wants, but he already had enough, he didn’t want to fall in another of Kyuhyun’s traps.
He was about to protest and push Kyuhyun away but immediately stopped to give way for a strangled moan to escape his lips as Kyuhyun sucked his skin deeper, sliding his tongue out to leave wet smooches on the soft skin.
“Kyuuuuu-ahhh...”Sungmin moaned as Kyuhyun’s hand found its way to his flawless thighs, caressing it so gently towards his heaven that he felt the pleasure shaking every inch of his insides.
“You’re just stressed baby. Come on, let me make you feel good.” Kyuhyun whispered onto Sungmin’s neck as he continued to suck the flawless perfection, while his hands continued to tease the other’s gradually hardening erection.
“Stop. This is not what I want.” Sungmin muttered breathlessly as he gripped the sheets tighter, trying to catch the little sanity that he still had left as it threatened to slip away from his grasp.
“Isn’t it?” Kyuhyun asked as he stopped lavishing Sungmin’s neck and looked straight at Sungmin’s eyes.
“I...”Sungmin started. He wanted to say no, that for once, he wanted a decent talk with Kyuhyun. He wanted all his hardships to be heard, he wanted to tell Kyuhyun how much he had been hurting, he wanted to yell at him, hate him. But his mind seemed to turn hazy as Kyuhyun looked straight at him with that smirk on his face, his hand not ceasing from its sinful ministrations down his needy crotch.
“You?”Kyuhyun whispered, his hot breath ghosting over Sungmin’s lips as he looked at the tasty perfection back, then towards Sungmin’s eyes.
“I...”Sungmin shivered, knowing too well what Kyuhyun wanted. Kyuhyun wanted him to be the first one to give in, just like how it had always been. And that’s exactly what Sungmin wanted to change. He wanted to be strong, he wanted to show Kyuhyun that he could also reject him, but who was he kidding? His heart was so weak for this man that he felt himself slowly giving in. After a particularly hard squeeze on his member, he moaned loudly and threw away the entirety of his defences and sucked Kyuhyun’s lips with much fervor.
He felt Kyuhyun smirk into the kiss, but he didn’t care anymore. He had long since given in to the fact that he’ll never win in this game. For Kyuhyun, he had always been a willing servant, always more than ready to obey his master’s every word.
He let Kyuhyun lavish his lips, slapping their tongues in a hot messy fight; a battle wherein Sungmin would always admit defeat afterwards, letting Kyuhyun dominate him as the younger licked every cornerof his wet cavern.
They pulled apart from each other as they gasped for air. Kyuhyun tugged at Sungmin’s arm, guiding the older to sit on his lap, their hard erections that brushed together never failing to give that unbearable pleasure that made their hearts go wild.
Kyuhyun then let his body relax on the heap of sheets, that one look from him making Sungmin immediately know what his master wanted.
Kyuhyun closed his eyes, resting his head on his palms as Sungmin slowly pulled his pants down along with his boxers. Knowing Kyuhyun hated teasing, the older didn’t waste time and gripped the younger’s erect member before sucking its throbbing head. He slowly swallowed it whole, taking time to adjust to the length before bobbing his head to and fro, fast and deep, just like how Kyuhyun liked it.
He bobbed his head faster, squeezing the organ hard with his tiny lips as he felt Kyuhyun slowly reaching his climax. After one hard squeeze, Kyuhyun reached his climax and Sungmin opened his mouth wider, willingly accepting all of Kyuhyun’s seed.
Sungmin drunk all of his lover’s essence, relishing in the taste of Kyuhyun in his mouth.
He was woken from his trance when he felt Kyuhyun tugging his arms once again. He smiled, loving the sight of a whining Kyuhyun. He crouched down, giving the younger’s lips a sweet kiss before he rid himself of his clothes.
Once fully naked, he grabbed Kyuhyun’s member, pumping it with his fist before he adjusted himself on Kyuhyun’s lap and guided the hardening member inside his tight ass. He almost cried in pain as he felt his insides being split in half, but controlled himself, knowing Kyuhyun loved it raw. He gasped for air as Kyuhyun grabbed his waist and pushed all the way inside.
“Oh fuck!” Kyuhyun growled as he fully entered his wife’s tight ass. “Fuck, you feel so good baby.” He added, roaming his hands all over Sungmin’s flawless skin as the two adjusted at the tightness.
Sungmin smiled at the feel of Kyuhyun’s hand on his bare skin, the younger’s touch making him shiver in every way. He sighed as he felt the all too familiar pleasure in his nether regions, so he started lifting his ass and slammed it back in a hard thrust, squeezing Kyuhyun’s balls in the process.
“Yes, baby.” Kyuhyun moaned hard at the action, giving Sungmin more fuel as he rode the man beneath him fast and hard that it didn’t take long for the two of them to reach their release.
Sungmin collapsed beside Kyuhyun, panting hard as he tried to catch his breathe. He nuzzled his head on the younger’s neck before wrapping his hands on the other’s body.
“I love you, Kyuhyun.” Sungmin whispered as sleep slowly took over him, chuckling one last time, but not even shocked that he didn’t hear a reply. He gripped the younger man tighter as he fought the tear that had been threatening to escape from his eyes, surrendering his hopes of ever feeling loved, wondering why he chose to love Cho Kyuhyun of all people.
SEQUEL by ailaling1017 READ HERE .. thanks dear! :D :D
length : One-Shot; 2,076W
pairing/character : KyuMin
genre : Drama
rating : NC-17
summary : He was always the one chasing after him, is it so wrong for him to wish for Kyuhyun to be the one to chase him this time
a/n : idk.. just suddenly felt like writing it after........... yah ><
and for ayeengie , i know this is not even close to wat u requested wen u say min always chasing after kyu bla bla.. but yah... haha it somehow have the theme so why not? lemesee if my mind wud be nice to me and write a fluffier fic for that theme XD :*
/ goodness fail hides
nd yey! Finally have a beta... BETA by ailaling1017 :D :D Thank u soo much Aila!!!!!!!! ;~;
“Where are you going?” Sungmin asked as he woke up and saw that his husband was stuffing clothes in his bag.
“I need to go to Jeju with my boss. We will be there for five days so don’t wait up for me.”
“What? But you just arrived from your week-long trip last night!”
“Min! You know that this is for work! It’s not as if I could control the places where we should go to.” Kyuhyun spouted, hating it when Sungmin gets whiny.
“But...”
“Please! If this is another one of your jealous rants, please spare me! You know how hard I work for this family.Can’t you just appreciate it!? Fuck, Min. It’s not as if I’m leaving for a vacation! I’m leaving for work!”
Sungmin just bowed his head, unable to form any words. Kyuhyun sighed as he zipped his bag and made a beeline for the door.
“I’m leaving.”
“Wait! Kyuhyun! Can’t we at least have breakfast together? I miss you.” Sungmin muttered, whispering the last sentence as he followed Kyuhyun towards the main door.
Kyuhyun sighed as he turned around to look at his wife. “I’m sorry, I can’t, I’m going to be late. Let’s just do it when I come back.” Kyuhyun promised, leaving a soft kiss on his wife’s cheeks before walking towards the exit.
Sungmin just watched as his husband’s figure disappeared from his sight.
“That’s exactly what you promised last time.”
*
“You’re such a fool, you know that?” Ryeowook chided as he and Sungmin sat at the Chos’ living room.
“Cho Changmin! Stop playing with your food!” Sungmin scolded his son who was throwing popcorn everywhere before turning to his best friend, hearing what the other just said.
“Then what do you want me to do?” He sighed exasperatedly.
“What?! Sungmin, he’s cheating on you! You can’t seriously just act oblivious all the time and let him on with his sins.”
“We’re not sure okay. We can’t just throw him these accusations.” Sungmin reasoned.
“Sungmin, you’ve seen it with your very own eyes! I understood it when you didn’t want to believe our friends when they’ve been telling you that they saw your husband with another woman before. But this is different, Min! This time, you saw him kissing his boss yourself. What more proof do you need?!”
“I...”Sungmin started, his mouth hanging as he grasped for the right words to say, not knowing how to voice all the flooding emotions in his heart as he caressed his son’s hand with his thumb.
“Min.” Ryeowook coaxed his friend to speak.
“I’m scared. I... I don’t want to lose him, Wook. I love him, I love him so much.”
“But does he love you as much as you do to him? Can’t you give a little sympathy to yourself? You’re always the one chasing after him. Can’t you let him chase after you even just for once?”
*
You’re always the one chasing after him. Can’t you let him chase after you even just for once?
Sungmin repeated those words in his mind as it dawned on him how much of a fool he was being for Kyuhyun. It’s true. He wasn’t going to deny it. Ever since they’ve met, he had always been the one tailing over the younger man. If he hadn’t confessed to Kyuhyun that one fateful day in December, back when they were so young and carefree, he knew that it wouldn’t even be possible for the two of them to be together.
He was just one of the million admirers of the handsome young man. He didn’t even think that Kyuhyun knew he existed until that day when he finally mustered the courage to come up and confess to him. He was shocked and dumbfounded when the other immediately accepted his proposal, but who was he to complain?
Finally having the chance to prove his love for Kyuhyun, he did his best to be the perfect partner in Kyuhyun’s eyes. He always had that desire in him to always please the young man. He never really admitted it to anyone, but for the first few years of his relationship with Kyuhyun, he had always felt afraid. He was careful of his every action and every move, every word and every decision, as if afraid that if he did one wrong move, Kyuhyun would leave him.
He felt so pathetic as he thought about those times, and he can’t help but pity himself. For years, he had been giving his all for Kyuhyun. He fucking loved the young man with all his heart, he attended to all his needs,he gave him everything he wanted and more. And this is what he gets in return? It hurt him so much, too much that he felt his heart being stabbed by a million knives before being stomped on and being thrown as if it was some worthless piece of shit.
It hurt too much that he can’t even breathe anymore. For once, he wanted Kyuhyun to chase after him. For once, he wanted to feel Kyuhyun’s love.
*
“Kyuhyun, we need to talk.” Sungmin muttered firmly the moment he saw his husband enter the room. He had been imagining this moment for hours, rehearsing the lines he wanted to say and gathering all the courage he thinks he needed. But all of his preparation seemed to wither as he looked at Kyuhyun’s eyes, those dark alluring orbs always sucking his soul onto its deep passage, trapping him into Kyuhyun’s grip.
“What’s this Min? I’m tired.” Kyuhyun sighed as he slump his bag on the table before striding towards the bed, opening the first two buttons of his polo before letting his exhausted body collapse over the soft sheets.
“I can’t take this anymore. I’m so tired of this.” Sungmin whispered.
Kyuhyun growled, shutting his eyes tight knowing that this would be one of his lover’s “drama”.
“Cho Kyuhyun!” Sungmin huffed as he saw that his lover was not listening to him. “Fuck! Can’t you take me seriously just for once?!”
Kyuhyun sighed as he saw that his lover was serious this time. Sungmin was rarely like this so he pulled his body up from his relaxed position and inched closer to his lover to leave soft kisses on the older’s neck. “Babe, I’m tired. Let’s just talk about this another time, okay?”
Sungmin immediately shivered, his mind growing hazy just by the simple action. He gripped tightly on the sheets as the younger continue to pepper the expanse of his neck with soft kisses. He hated how Kyuhyun know too well how to make him submit to his wants, but he already had enough, he didn’t want to fall in another of Kyuhyun’s traps.
He was about to protest and push Kyuhyun away but immediately stopped to give way for a strangled moan to escape his lips as Kyuhyun sucked his skin deeper, sliding his tongue out to leave wet smooches on the soft skin.
“Kyuuuuu-ahhh...”Sungmin moaned as Kyuhyun’s hand found its way to his flawless thighs, caressing it so gently towards his heaven that he felt the pleasure shaking every inch of his insides.
“You’re just stressed baby. Come on, let me make you feel good.” Kyuhyun whispered onto Sungmin’s neck as he continued to suck the flawless perfection, while his hands continued to tease the other’s gradually hardening erection.
“Stop. This is not what I want.” Sungmin muttered breathlessly as he gripped the sheets tighter, trying to catch the little sanity that he still had left as it threatened to slip away from his grasp.
“Isn’t it?” Kyuhyun asked as he stopped lavishing Sungmin’s neck and looked straight at Sungmin’s eyes.
“I...”Sungmin started. He wanted to say no, that for once, he wanted a decent talk with Kyuhyun. He wanted all his hardships to be heard, he wanted to tell Kyuhyun how much he had been hurting, he wanted to yell at him, hate him. But his mind seemed to turn hazy as Kyuhyun looked straight at him with that smirk on his face, his hand not ceasing from its sinful ministrations down his needy crotch.
“You?”Kyuhyun whispered, his hot breath ghosting over Sungmin’s lips as he looked at the tasty perfection back, then towards Sungmin’s eyes.
“I...”Sungmin shivered, knowing too well what Kyuhyun wanted. Kyuhyun wanted him to be the first one to give in, just like how it had always been. And that’s exactly what Sungmin wanted to change. He wanted to be strong, he wanted to show Kyuhyun that he could also reject him, but who was he kidding? His heart was so weak for this man that he felt himself slowly giving in. After a particularly hard squeeze on his member, he moaned loudly and threw away the entirety of his defences and sucked Kyuhyun’s lips with much fervor.
He felt Kyuhyun smirk into the kiss, but he didn’t care anymore. He had long since given in to the fact that he’ll never win in this game. For Kyuhyun, he had always been a willing servant, always more than ready to obey his master’s every word.
He let Kyuhyun lavish his lips, slapping their tongues in a hot messy fight; a battle wherein Sungmin would always admit defeat afterwards, letting Kyuhyun dominate him as the younger licked every cornerof his wet cavern.
They pulled apart from each other as they gasped for air. Kyuhyun tugged at Sungmin’s arm, guiding the older to sit on his lap, their hard erections that brushed together never failing to give that unbearable pleasure that made their hearts go wild.
Kyuhyun then let his body relax on the heap of sheets, that one look from him making Sungmin immediately know what his master wanted.
Kyuhyun closed his eyes, resting his head on his palms as Sungmin slowly pulled his pants down along with his boxers. Knowing Kyuhyun hated teasing, the older didn’t waste time and gripped the younger’s erect member before sucking its throbbing head. He slowly swallowed it whole, taking time to adjust to the length before bobbing his head to and fro, fast and deep, just like how Kyuhyun liked it.
He bobbed his head faster, squeezing the organ hard with his tiny lips as he felt Kyuhyun slowly reaching his climax. After one hard squeeze, Kyuhyun reached his climax and Sungmin opened his mouth wider, willingly accepting all of Kyuhyun’s seed.
Sungmin drunk all of his lover’s essence, relishing in the taste of Kyuhyun in his mouth.
He was woken from his trance when he felt Kyuhyun tugging his arms once again. He smiled, loving the sight of a whining Kyuhyun. He crouched down, giving the younger’s lips a sweet kiss before he rid himself of his clothes.
Once fully naked, he grabbed Kyuhyun’s member, pumping it with his fist before he adjusted himself on Kyuhyun’s lap and guided the hardening member inside his tight ass. He almost cried in pain as he felt his insides being split in half, but controlled himself, knowing Kyuhyun loved it raw. He gasped for air as Kyuhyun grabbed his waist and pushed all the way inside.
“Oh fuck!” Kyuhyun growled as he fully entered his wife’s tight ass. “Fuck, you feel so good baby.” He added, roaming his hands all over Sungmin’s flawless skin as the two adjusted at the tightness.
Sungmin smiled at the feel of Kyuhyun’s hand on his bare skin, the younger’s touch making him shiver in every way. He sighed as he felt the all too familiar pleasure in his nether regions, so he started lifting his ass and slammed it back in a hard thrust, squeezing Kyuhyun’s balls in the process.
“Yes, baby.” Kyuhyun moaned hard at the action, giving Sungmin more fuel as he rode the man beneath him fast and hard that it didn’t take long for the two of them to reach their release.
Sungmin collapsed beside Kyuhyun, panting hard as he tried to catch his breathe. He nuzzled his head on the younger’s neck before wrapping his hands on the other’s body.
“I love you, Kyuhyun.” Sungmin whispered as sleep slowly took over him, chuckling one last time, but not even shocked that he didn’t hear a reply. He gripped the younger man tighter as he fought the tear that had been threatening to escape from his eyes, surrendering his hopes of ever feeling loved, wondering why he chose to love Cho Kyuhyun of all people.
SEQUEL by ailaling1017 READ HERE .. thanks dear! :D :D