I hate these pills that make mne so still

[simmeringmedley]

So Ben's last journal entry said he hopes everyone in Carroll County is having fun.

I'm not.

Today was horrible. I am sick and on my period and I miss Joe. It all got to me and today in school I cried, and I cried, and I cried- because it was the only thing my body would let me do. Rita and I pinkie promised no more bad days for both of us on the

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[lowbrassqueen]

Happy thought-you got something...that's always good!

Kisses my love I know it's tough right now...it will get worse before it gets better, but it will get better!!! I love you so very much and I'm here if you need anything, anytime.

[guardguy333]

im so sorry hunny! i wish i could be there for you! but of you ever need to just talk or something just give me a call!!! i miss you sooo much!!! in <3 you!!!

[ktisme9]

nell bell
i love you
and you make me cry
i hope we'll always be there
for each other
no matter how much
we change