i don't know for sure ( Read more... )

not so far from where i lie, a yesterday grew into today, and i find the world of horror as it was left, before i paused to dream.

is that arrogant or just wordy?

today i signed the declaration, Not In Our Name. please visit this site if you are interested in anti-war activism.

i miss a lot of my people today. so here's a list ( Read more... )

tomorrow i will take the last of my zoloft script. i've been getting used to the idea of being free from this drug. i'm still feeling mild symptoms of withdrawal, but they aren't as distracting as they have been in the past (like when i would miss a dose or try to stop taking them on my own terms ( Read more... )

i've been taking 100 mg of zoloft since feb of 2002. i will be free of zoloft as of 2/25/04, which though exciting is also scary, i just want the withdrawal effects to go away, so i visited my doctor and she set me up to go down 25 mg a week. tomorrow i start my last week, taking 25 mg only ( Read more... )

okay, for the record, i really really like my man and his myths class, but god bless it, i really don't like having assignments and due dates when i'm trying to have a diverse life. and i really don't like that i don't like it, because i am resisting devotion. here are more ways i am resisting devotion: smoking cigarettes, smoking pot, drinking ( Read more... )

hey, learned you were still alive ( Read more... )

let us dance
let our faces burn from happiness and energy
let us communicate without words
let us be concerned and considerate and independent and complete
let us be a unit and a component and identified and mystified
let us connect and reconnect and be interconnected and updated
(yay) (for elton john)

a day to spend with a loved one. i love myself, and the world at large (in which i constantly exist), and lo and behold! tomorrow i will be myself and in this world. again ( Read more... )