This is Good For That Outward, Unfocused Refuse You Don't Have a Place To Dump

[simple_paradox]

So here I am dumping away. I will populate computers with bytes upon kilobytes of my random-ass thoughts and ideas, and someone else is going to pay for it, because this thing is free. That in itself, makes post in here satisfying, as it's the closest thing I have to free, high-bandwidth web hosting I have at my current disposal. It's sort of

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[the_raven666]

Hey man, im sorry to hear, but its good that you are feeling the way you are. being able to remember the good times and remembering the friendship (even if it isnt the same, which really sucks) is a good thing. remember if you ever want to talk you know where to find me.

big bear hugs comin your way man
*hugs*

[simple_paradox]

*hugs* Thanks Mike. You're the best teddy bear for hugging ever :D

[palapaloozaa]

Well I'm glad you chose to look at the brighter side of the situation rather than the alternative. On the lighter side of things, I did have to read that a couple times because apparently university increases the length of the words you use. I almost had to look a couple up. :P I feel like such a dork.

[simple_paradox]

You rock, and you ARE a dork, but that just makes you the rockin-est dork ever.

[lordof_therings]

haha, only you would spend the first two paragraphs of a break-up post talking about computer science.

I hope that wasn't too crass.

Life's too short to hate people for silly reasons. Good for you that you're taking that as well as you seem to be.

[simple_paradox]

Wow. Kind of surprised to see you read my infrequent random brain emptying sessions. And no, that wasn't too crass. I really do love what I'm taking.

I think life is far too short to hate people at all. After all, if you like someone so little, why would you spend so much time thinking about them?

But I see no reason to hate anyone here. I'd felt that something like this could very easily happen for a couple weeks, and as I said to her many times when it seemed like she wasn't happy, that I care enough about her and have enough respect for her (after all, we were friends for nine years) that I would rather she be happy, and if that means she's not with me; I'll be disappointed, but I'll understand.

Anyways, nice to hear from ya. :D
Hope I didn't just drop something on you or anything. :P

[lordof_therings]

Ha, it's cool. I don't really use livejournal that much myself either, but I do periodically check in on everyone. I guess I felt that the only time I ever would write in livejournal was when I was really upset or stressed out about something, which makes me look like an e-basketcase. That and I spend more time wasting time on facebook now...

[simple_paradox]

Yeah, I do that a lot on here too. It's good if you just need to splat something out once in a while. I guess I am just an e-basketcase. :P