Wow! I finally dumbed Josh and feel horrible. But I knew if I didnt then I would break and flip out. Brian and me are together but its a weird relationship. He is romantic and sweet and I dont kno makes me melt when he talks to me. And when we are together I feel weird. I just feel like I am so special. And when we talk on the phone he doesnt play ( Read more... )

Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. That is how I feel right now. I also feel really bad. I mean I dont kno how I am sappose to feel but hey. So yea Josh asked me out and I said yes like a moron. So its been almost 2 weeks since he asked me out and I feel like shit. When ever we go out I barely sleep, eat. All I do is worry bout him. If he is cheating on me ( Read more... )

Ok well I am thinkin of leavein Travis because I cant take his shit anymore. When he wants to do things and I am tired he makes me feel bad so we do things and when I want himto hold me he just says he dont want to be all LOVEY DOVEY. So ya kno what then w*e. I think he misses Sarah. But he says he is happy with me. When he talkedto Lys she told ( Read more... )

Wow. This vacation has been weird. The only people I have really hung out with is Lys, Tyler and Travis. I think we have spent a total of 2 nights away from eachother. Kinda weird. But I have nothing bad to say about it. I am very happy that I am going out with Travis. He makes me very happy. But see Sarah still likes him and misses him and that ( Read more... )

PARTY!!!!!!!!!!! Wow tonight is the best. I am hangin with Lys, Tyler,Travis, Krystle and Jen. We are having so much fun. See today Lys and Travis were tryin to get me up to go to school. But NOOO me stubbern Sami took 8 minutes to get up.I was so out of it. Then we were 3 minutes late to school and like everyone was talkin about it and we didnt  ( Read more... )

Wow I like Travis Johnson. I never thought these feelings would ever come back. I was the original person who liked him. And now he asked me out and I said yes. And I am so happy cuzz I really like him. But I kinda dont want Sarah to yell at me. But I really like him and I get really weird around him and I am so happy. *Smiles*. I have to thank Lys ( Read more... )

Wow. Finally I have figured out a way done to the concert. I am going with my sister Jocelyn. I am so glad that me and here are friends again. I cant believe I let Josh come in the way with her. I am so mad at him anyways. Now I am going out with Josh Lajoie and I am starting to think that was a bad idea. I mean hes a great guy but to close to me. ( Read more... )

Well after 2 months and some odd days me and Josh are now over for good. I dont kno why I stayed with him. I guess when u love someone you do stupid stuff. People were right. I should have left him when he cheated on me. And he dumps me for my friend Kristin who then turns around and says she dont like him so he goes to like all my otha friends and ( Read more... )

Well after everything I have been through with Josh wut do I get? A smack in the face. He goes and screws some other gurl. And then has the balls to celabrate 2 months with me. ERRRRRRRRRRRR. I guess I am more mad at him for lieing then anything. But everyone that I have really talked to about it says I should leave him. But I love him with my ( Read more... )

          Wow I am so hyper no one has no idea. I mean I dont know hat I ate but I think I drank to much. WOOP. Ok heres the low down. See ppl are sayin that Josh is cheating on me with some gurl who is like 13 years old. I mean I kno he aint that dumb but ya kno what he is makin me feel like he is avoiding me and its not makin his case any better ( Read more... )