Pause, Rewind, Play, Fast Forward...

[simpleton1001]

Pause ~ im really tired right now...thank God for the late start tomorrow... u know whats weird? lately ive been finding myself envying others for what they have in their lives. sometimes they dont even realize that what they have is such a special and precious thing. they r so fortunate to have more than what they NEED. they all look happy...why

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[sincerestlies]

I'm goin in the morning. So is sarah and I think Kara also..

See ya then!

[sincerestlies]

Oh yea, I also want to say that I'm sorry things aren't going well. Having to pretend to be happy is really not a good feeling. But, look on the bright side, you know you are unhappy even if others don't. I have fooled myself into thinking I am happy, then at the weirdest times certain things trigger something inside of me and I realize how screwed up I am, and I just can't control myself or my actions..

Ah, sorry for rambling. But don't ever get to a point where you force yourself to be happy. If you are unhappy, do what you can to hide it from others but don't hide it from yourself because it just causes more problems in the longrun. Hope this made sense.

<333

[simpleton1001]

it did...lots. thank u <3

[winslo2260]

Hey, that's apretty cool concept, the Pause, rewind, play, fast forward thing, can I steal the idea from you?

[simpleton1001]

lol. go ahead. i took it from someone else too

[fallen_angel456]

i took it also, at least for the notebook